♥ 新年快乐 ♥ 恭喜发财 ♥ Happy Chinese New Year & Gong Xi Fa Cai ♥

明天就会是我们华人的今年最后一天。过了明天就是新的一年。我祝每人新年快乐，万事如意。可以和家人在一起的，那就祝你们过个好团年，在外国念书做工的，要记得打个点回家，跟家人拜个年然后好好疼自己，去买新依，吃餐好的。

我已近很久没打话语字了，如果有打错的请别笑哦！你们能明白我在打什么就最好了！明天我就会回爸爸家乡过新年。好期待哦！已经有很久没回爸爸那边过新年啦！这几年都是在香港和妈妈那边的家人过新年。气氛是很不同的哦。我总还是觉得在马来西亚过新年好玩好多虽然在香港天气就没那么日，红包也很大封！

其实，我觉得最重要的就是一家人能完完整整在一起度过这段日子。今年，我就没那么幸运因为哥哥还在外国念书但我相信，以后一定会有机会一起过新年的。

我祝大家新年快乐。

♥ 恭喜发财 ♥

♥

Lol. It had been sometime since I typed Chinese & first time I ever blogged in Chinese. Anyway, it was basically a Chinese New Year greetings for other Chinese & if you're a banana, I'll tell you again in english =D Anyway I'll be returning to my dad's kampung tomorrow & won't be back till Tuesday night or Wednesday so till then, I'm not going to blog eventhough there'll be an Internet connection. I'll keep myself busy with all the gambling & ang paos! Can't wait!

♥ Happy Chinese New Year & Gong Xi Fa Cai ♥

Till then,

Bye.

Loves ♥

Assignment done.

Finally.

The last assignment for accounts is done!

D.O.N.E.

I'm freaking tired.

But glad.

Dropping dead on my bed now.

Officially KO-ed.

Naa Nights^^

Lougong is back =)

Look!

My beloved lougong is back =) She with her food.

It makes it all worth it for me to sneak out of my house for an hour when I'm all messed-up with my assignment & parents. I bought her two huge pieces of cakes too. Glad you love the walnut one =)

Haha. Brother & sister reunion uh? Can't wait for you to spend your night over at my house when I'm done with my assignments. Lots to tell you!

Picture taken while on the way to Shah Alam for our Go-Cart session =) Tommy was way too excited. Lol. His cart was real fast. I pity Kok Keat's one though =C

The sky looks beautiful me that day. It was a clear-blue one, with cotton-looking-clouds =)

When we reach there, there was some go-cart racing event going on so we decided to stay & watch while waiting. They are really good. I guess that's what professionals are for.
The 5 of us who went for it! Sorry Keat, I didn't meant to "wham" into you. My waist still hurts though =C

Of One-U & Bubba Gump.

As usual, Nen behaves like a weirdo, msn-ing me only during morning right before I was going out. I was supposed to meet Loon for breakfast but ended up he was still sleeping so I called Nen instead & meet him up for breakfast. Nen just came back from Ipoh & how he managed to stay up the whole day still amazes me a little, or maybe he's just a freak. Our meeting session normally go the normal way, uh-uh, maybe its due to us meeting up very in-frequently. It was around 9 in the morning so most place wasn't open yet so we ended up at some kopitiam eating breakfast. We managed to sit out there, sipping ice-cold-chinese-tea & chatted till 3 p.m. We drank around 8 or 10 cups of chinese tea. Unhealthy. Eww. I decided to call it a day & headed home with Nen heading towards the gym. Right before I reach home, Nen decided to go shopping after his gym & tagged me along *since he broke up with his girlfriend 2 weeks ago, so he's all alone now =X* so I went home to rest & shower. Around 5, we headed over to One-U.

The sad news is that I bought nothing. Nothing seems to catch my eye at that day & it had been so long since I shopped. Gosh. No new stuff for me during CNY I guess =C But Nen managed to bought some shirt & jeans. Both of us are into Japanese snacks so we headed to the Japanese snack stores & bought some candies & snacks. Around 9, we were hungry & Nen wanted to have shrimps *o_O"* so we went to Bubba Gump Shrimps Co. It was my second time over there but I didn't feel like having shrimps for main course so I decided to try their beef strip *its a little over cooked even I ordered for MEDIUM*. Oh well, the shrimp is nice anyway =) Long day. Chatted with Nen from morning 9 - 3, then drom 5-12? Lol. But its fun once in awhile =)

Look Out Point.

When was the last time I blogged uh? It seems long to me. I'm only taking a weeny-bit of time to blog now since my account assignment is still not done yet & is due on Tuesday. I had answers thanks to Ian, but I'm still trying to do it on my own, referring only when I'm stuck *which happens quite a lot* I'm not only busy with my assignments but also outings with friends *which pissed my mom off lots* I was totally engrossed with my account assignment on Thursday night when Tommy came over to fetch me out. Tommy wanted to pay 'Look Out Point' a visit since he had never been there before we headed off to Gasoline for so-called-meeting sessions but we wasted one hour inside the car, judging on where to go & going all the way over to Hulu Langat to wait for Jacob *since he don't know the way*. Look Out Point is only 15 minutes from my home & it took us one hour to reach =C Me & Sook Lee were having classes the next day so both of us have our parents ringing us when its almost twelve =P We were actually planning to meet up to discuss about Saturday, which is Sook Lee's birthday & also deciding on whether we should go for Go-Kart *or Cart* session or hot-spring session. Ended up we talk from nothing to everything & decided we should go for Go-Kart session =P

Sorry for the blurry pictures. The pictures were taken by my phone. My camera is still memory-card less =C

The overall view from Look Out Point. Its really chilling over there although the place is kinda sucky in some way =C

My kor, Tommy =P Primary school friends & college mate. WooHoo. Too bad he's going back Melb soon =C

Primary mates, Tommy, Jacob & Kok Keat =)

Sook Lee & me. Terrible flashlight & colouring. Ah-ha. I still look bad anyway =)

Jehn Lim. He was too busy talking on cars to be bothered by my camera =)

Just a lil bit something of what I had been up to lately.

Been trying to keep life as simple as it can the past few weeks. Been going to uni, doing assignments, attending as much of the classes as I can without falling asleep, being the good daughter which means staying at home during night, studying in front of the pc, going out yamcha with friends, keeping myself out of the night-life-world with one exception which is Loon's birthday & I find myself gaming a little more these few days =="

Met up with Mark & Abel who just came back from Singapore the other morning, with Seh Jun & Brian tagging along. I was just actually planning to have breakfast with Brian in the morning before heading uni to print some stuff, then end up Mark called & went yamcha over in Asia. After an hour or two nonsense, then we headed to Ftz & ended up playing dota & left 4 dead. After class the next day, a lunch session ended up as left 4 dead & counter-strike session over in Rock Cafe with Fahmy, Ian, Martin & another guy which I forget his name. Oh God. Shouldn't start gaming again =C Back home, I'm just starting on my studies for account's exam which is next month & managed to finish my tvb series. Gonna head over to stock up more tomorrow =P

Random pics =PMy latest picture. Sorry for the blur-ness. I'm still not used to taking self shots using my new phone =P I think I got bigger eye bags =="

If you guys had called me during the end of december or heard me mentioned that I'm babysitting my cousin, this is the baby that I'm mentioning, Gabriella. Not exactly a baby. Lucky girl just turn 2^^

One of cute desserts that Chef Kong served me the other day over at Millenium. The lil' chicks are really so cute & hrmm fat? Its supposed to be lil' chicks that just hatch & coming out of their shell.

A cute lil' pig that I came across over in Pyramid. My aunt was shopping for a mushroom plushy for my cousin sister & I found my attraction towards pigs still remain but my room's too full =C

Snapshots of Abel & Mark over in Asia.

Mark & his new tattoo. I prefer the old one. Congrats to Mark! You're finally a man *wink*! WooHoo~

Zombies, zombies & more zombies! Its disgusting when zombies explode on you though =="

I was too bored during tutorial class the other day & managed to sketch a cow out, copying some milk candy's covering. The red line was supposed to indicate mountains but hmph, my drawing sucks so ended up as I-dunno-what =="

Ahhhh~ My account textbook, slides & notes. Its time that either account kills me, or I kill acount. Either way will work just fine =D

Back to account for now. Bye =)

Birthday wishes to my lougong ♥ Chim Yee Yin ♥

Been besty for nine years since year 2001. Well, I don't really remember when we know each other, maybe Junior 5? or 4? But well, definitely we are besty since Standard 6. With all the mushy kisses & hugs. After so long, even when we left high school & each went on our own different journey, our time together getting lesser with you in Nilai & me in Sunway, our friendship still remains. I remember lots of things which I can tell you but no other people & lots of things which I can't tell you because I doesn't want to corrupt you.

Remember how we spend our time playing dressing up *well I forced you to dress up* over at my house before we went out?
Remember all the time we spend on the corridor & back of the glass, glued together, hugging & kissing to ward off guys? *Lol. That was in primary school*
Remember the time we spend playing & praticising basketball over at Batu 11?
Remember how you admit your secret crushes to me & how I went through my tongs of guys & how we laughed at how different we are?
Remember how difficult it was for us to communicate when we just knew each other with me not knowing how to speak Mandarin & you not knowing how to speak Cantonese? *Thanks God that I can speak Mandarin now*
Remember all the nights you spend at my house, chatting till whee hours in the morning & still how early in the morning you'll get up just to get down to the front door & spend time alone with my dog?
Remember all the time I was down & I cried on your shoulder or ran to you just for a hug?

I remember all.

And I'm really thankful that God had given me a true friend like you.

Its your birthday & I can't spend it with you because you're miles away over in Shanghai, studying & pursuing your dreams. I wish you a very happy birthday, wishing that your dreams come true & you will remain your happy-go-lucky-girl-status^^

I'll see you in a week time! Can't wait for you to be back & guess you & me both have lots to tell each other. Cheers to sleepless night!

♥

♥ Me & You ♥

♥ High-school kisses ♥

I guess you like this picture but I do look weird in it ==" But anyhow, since you like it, I'll post it =D How many years dy huh? 4 years back I guess when this picture is taken. Or maybe 5?

And finally.
♥ Our sleepless night ♥
This is one thing that I can't wait for ♥

Aikz.

Its still account..

&

ACCOUNT.

-

God bless me.

Happy Burfday Loon a.k.a Jackie!

Happy Burfday my dear friend Loon!

You're getting older so time to get a grip on your life ya! Get yourself a girlfriend, earn more $$, get fatter, etc. Whatever you want, whatever you wish for =)

Last night was a blast XD Headed over to The Kick for Loon's burfday with Xian Zhi & the whole bunch of crazy fellas. The dancer/stripping part was LOL. And Nee was working over there =P Laurence babi was there too but sadly to say, she's returning to Indo soon =C Hope that she'll made it back here for her degree. Like I promise, I'll pray to every God I come across for you.

It had been quite long since I felt this way. Beside my birthday, I think most of the night I went out was kinda saddening. Yesterday was a different story =) Great night. I had the right amount of wine, tipsy & high, in another word, happy^^ If I had know J.R. would open wine I wouldn't had drank that few cups of Chivas, the mixing of diff types of alcohol in my stomach makes me puke. Yeap, I puke disgusting red substance. But I'm happy.

Pictures would be up soon cause its in J.R.'s camera. Till then, ciaoz =)

The very few girls which made my day =) I miss you all =C

Have the urge to post a few random pics of me & my babes up suddenly. I have lots of friends but you girls are special among all =) I miss you girls lots, wherever you are, whatever you are doing. Thanks for being my friends babes =)

*Take note that the ordering of the picture doesn't represent who's the most important, who's the top, etc. I love them all dearly*

Introducing my darling: Cheah Sek Kee. Currently studying over in UK. Half more year till you're back for summer. More Jasmine tea ei darling? Green frog bags & stockings =P

Introducing my woman: Amelia Ho! Crazy fella but love her all the same. Serious, this picture remind me of the night. Flash back, the gossips & the hand-shaking ==" Let's meet next week if you're reading this & if you're not, I'll call you =P

Introducing my own angel: Angeline Chai. Always up for anything & everything, thanks for all the time you was there for me at all the weird hours & insomia nights!

Introducing hrmm this one, no nickname yet! Sook Lee! My yam-cha-gossip-emo-kaki. Always the two of us, always all the complicated situations. Get yourself out of the situation lar babe! Hmph. But I'll still fetch you to Sunway if you really want it *wink*

Introducing my sister: Jeanie Liew. Currently M.I.A due to Kenry Lo. Since I'm single, its better this way compare to me seeing you both lovey-dovey. Lol. Kidding. All the old-crazy-days.

Introducing my lougong: Chim Yee Yin. One more week till she's back. Get your ass back from Shanghai faster =P My first lesbian partner & only hubby =P She took my first kiss too, a kiss to ward off guys eh^^?

Introducing my dear: GillianNg! Out of words for her. She is just there when I need her & disturbingly there when I DON'T NEED her as well =)

Introducing my honey a.k.a my current official lesbian partner ==": Soo Siaw Vun. I wrote too much on her, so better not write anymore. Save it for my "declaration of love". Lol. She loves it =="

Actually this is really something very random but I really miss them lots. Some might be near to me, some might be far, but at this moment, all of them are in my mind & all the moments we went through are flashing through =) Thanks for being my friends =)

I need a break.

I mean what I say.

I need a break.

A break from this home, a break from my mom.

But it hurts my dad a lot and I knew it.

My mom & I was screaming each others heads off the whole afternoon. She went balistic when she start comparing me to her two very close friend's daughters who happen to study in Monash too. It sucks. I don't care what other people says or think about me, but I care when someone so dear to me, the one who should stand on my side when I needed her too starts yelling at me that I'm one of the worst kind of daughter she could get & she hope that her daughter is not me but the other two. It hurts like hell. Till now, the words are still like some deadly-venom, spreading across my body, poisoning & torturing my soul.

I'm not the perfect daughter, but at least, I know I love you, mom.

But this time,

I really need a break.

From this place call home & from you.

I need some time & space to chill & think.

And I think you need the time & space too.

I'm sorry.

I'm not going to Melbourne any time soon. I'm sorry.

Looking around me, I find many people out there do take things for granted. In a way, they think life should be "that" way and all they have is what they should have. I see kids everyday demanding for this & that, never truly appreciating the things they have & be satisfied with what they have. Maybe this is what we call life. You'll never be truly satisfied with all you have, but at least, give it a try. Be more satisfied, if not truly satisfied.

Each & everyone of us were born with nothing, so were our parents. The lucky ones *or it might also be consider as unlucky which depends on which point of view you're seeing through* might be born with rich parents with plenty of money & is able to give you all the luxuries you want & provides you with the best of everything & with still enough money for your next generation or you might be born with parents who have nothing at all *like I say, it really depends on your thought to feel who's the lucky one & who's the unlucky one* but one thing is for sure, we are all born as equal, with nothing of our own besides our body & life that God gives us & it is up to us on how we want to spend our life. Not all rich-pampered kids are spoilt-brats & not all poor kids are hardworking. And never forget, no matter who we are, we got the power to love. All of us are equal to love and be loved.

My plans are changing as time passes by. My family's financial problem is getting worst & this time, I had made my decision to post-pone my studies to Melbourne. I'm sorry to those I promised, the promise of me in Melbourne with all of you, the promise I'm going to break. Sometime, unexpected do happen but I do believe that if you're my friend, you'll support my decision to keep my family accompanied & not going all the way to Melbourne to burden their current financial state even more. Some might question me, "Is things really that bad?". For that question, I've no answer because from my point of view, this is not what I call a bad. At least, I still have my family with me & for that I'm contented. Things might get even worst this year, or it might turn around and start moving to the brighter side. Who knows? But for now, the most important thing is that my dad *who's the only breadwinner in the family* stays strong & not let all this down-moments & stress affect his health. I can see how all this thing had affected his healthy physically & mentally & I hope that my decision to stay in Malaysia & at the same time, moving back home *yes I no longer stay in Sunway* will make him feel better. My brother is finishing his last 2 units in Melbourne now, hoping to graduate by March & to find himself a job over there to lessen the burden of my family. I hope if things aren't going well in this side of my family, I hope it is better over there for him.

I Finally Found Someone by Barbra Streisand & Bryan Adams.

The song that I had uploaded over in my blog, indeed, is a song that sing my dreams. To be able to find someone that you truly love, to be with every night, to be able to spend the rest of your live together, to share all the happiness & sadness in life, to go through all the ups & downs together, is not something easy. You might go through a few relationships before you find him/her, or you might find him/her as your first love, or you might find him/her when you have gone through a lot of relationships but I believe, everybody will find their special someone one day. I used to think that I had found someone, he love this song as much as I do, both me & him had our own but same dream on using this song as our wedding song but now, I feel that I had lost him because of me myself. Because I didn't know what I myself want at the moment. I have no doubts on him but doubts on me myself. This song still sings my dream, and I have the faith that one day, my dream will come true. To those out there, I hope that you've find your someone & remember to appreciate all you have.

I Finally Found Someone by Barbra Streisand & Bryan Adams

I finally found someone,
that knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one,
that makes me feel complete

We started over coffee,
we started out as friends
It's funny how from simple things,
the best things begin

This time it's different,
It's all because of you,
It's better than it's ever been
'Cause we can talk it through

My favorite line was
"Can I call you sometime?"
It's all you had to say
To take my breath away

This is it, oh,
I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one,
to be with every night
'Cause whatever I do,
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone,
ohhh Someone
I finally found someone,

Did I keep you waiting,
I didn't mind
I apologize,
Baby, that's fine
I would wait forever
Just to know you were mine
You know I love your hair,
Are you sure it looks right?
I love what you wear,
Isn't it the time?

You're exceptional,
I can't wait for the rest of my life
This is it, oh,
I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one,
to be with every night

'Cause whatever I do,
It's just got to be you

My life has just begun
I finally found someone,

'Cause whatever I do,
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone.

Old pictures eh?

Was busy deleting unwanted stuffs from my computer just now when I came across these pictures. These pictures was taken on my 2nd trip to Korea few years back with my family & some friends. Some of the pictures had gone haywire for unknown reason & most of it was already gone from my computer long time ago. I used to travel a lot when I was young to lots of places but these trips are getting lesser & lesser with my brother over in Melbourne, me busy with my studies and my family facing financial prob but I'm contented with all I have now & feeling grateful still with all the places I had been to in this short nineteen years of my life. I miss Italy lots =C Its still the favourite country among so many I had went to. I used to dream of going over to Italy to study but well, it costs quite a lot & I'm required to study Italian in order to enter most of the unis. Well, that was just a dream of mine.

Uh uh. Pictures of me 3-4 years back, I can't remember when ==" Anyhow, big difference from the pictures taken during my first trip to Korea. The second one was way better =P I get to do lots that I wasn't allowed to do the first time I was there. Haha. And lots of silly stuffs my friends made me do too =="

I look so happy with the snow. I was wondering why I was so happy. Can't remember. But I remember what happen next, snow-ball-fighting-session! Whee!

This is one of the distorted picture. Didn't know what happen to it. Me & Yen & Ling posing =) They made my day =)

3 of us again. We were actually pretty tired. Woke up early in the morning to walk up this freaking mountain & it was really slippery with all the frost. Yen did managed to slip & fall =X

Familiar huh? I don't know who he is but I guess you can see his face all over in Malaysia now at Faceshop outlets. At that time, faceshop wasn't open in Malaysia yet. Haha. Retarded me with retarded pose =="

I remember going into this store where they stick all koreans stars poster up & tourist use to go up to their favourite actors or actress to leave their signature. You can see all of it filled up with scribble & signatures. I didn't know why would they want to do that. I thought fans want the signature of their actor & actress. Why sign on their face?

Haha. I look retarded few years back & still is now!

Good night & sweet dreams.

The old look of my blog is getting pretty boring so I made a new one. A very simple one actually, nothing fancy. Anyhow I apologize if the font colour is making the post difficult to read but for unknown reasons *most probably due to hormones*, I feel like going purple =="And that's the reason its kinda purplish over here now.

Anyhow I manage to complete & hand in my Account's assignment right on time but it took me 2 sleepless nights & days. No class tomorrow =) Hooray^^!

Off to bed for now.

Sweet dreams to anyone who's reading this *including myself*

Naaa-nigghht.

Loves^^"

The world, or should say KL, is getting irritating small.

I was suppose to be doing my account assignment in Monash now but it was too effing bored that I decided to check out a few of my friends' blog which I seldom do these days.

Plenty of updates which I missed out.

And then.

It came to the pictures part.

Seriously, its like everybody knows everybody.

All around me, this friend of mine know that friend of mine & vice-versa & I didn't knew that they knew each other & when me & them starts talking, they get all really bitchy & start spilling out secrets of the other person.

This world is becoming a very horrible place.

The ones who spill to me, indeed, is mostly all my very close friends and they just talk whatever they want to me but still, some secrets are so ewww & awhhh that I'm wondering what's my reaction when I came face-to-face with those other people again *who's just mutual friends*

But anyhow,

Like I say,

Its getting real irritating when everybody knows everybody somehow.

I need to get out of this circle *which was what I did most of the time these days*

Oh.

Before I forgot.

I did hear funny remarks on me from those so-called "mutual friends". Comments. Hrmm.

Some say I'm proud.
Some say I'm anti-social.
Some say I'm a slut.
Some say I act like a bitch.
Some say I doesn't know to dress *because I go to clubs in jeans & t-shirts. lol*
Some say.. The list go on.

Anyhow, I don't care. Like I say, I want to get out of this circle which is closing in around me despite the amount of people is increasing. *I hope the index over in the stock exchange goes this way*

My friends *the real ones* are still there even when my life no longer revolve around this circle.

Actually this is just something random. I'm still bored & stuck with my Account assignment.

I agree that I hate account with passion.

God bless me.

Happy New Year & oh, my declaration of love #1.

I guess its a little late for New Year greetings I guess but I'm sure I had sent off a few greeting messages here & there but to those I didn't,
I wish all of you a very Happy New Year & may this new year be filled with more joys & blessings compared to the previous.

Lots of thoughts went through my mind during New Year & I'm not ready to blog about it yet. I still can't put my thoughts into words *I did try to write about it earlier on but I deleted all of it cause it just seems to sound wrong*. I know quite a few close friends had been wondering what happen to me & what's with all that sad face moping around at Blanc during New Year. I was practically just sitting there, watching on of the few dramas going around me & absorbed in my own thoughts which manage to produce a constant-sad-looking-face. All I can say was a lot of thoughts manage to cross my mind at that particular night & I was too busy thinking. Anyway I got to say Ken did a good job that night & get Blanc & its people rolling all over.

Back to my declaration of love no.1 to my honey =)

My official lesbian partner, Soo Siaw Vun.

Well, I'm thinking of blogging my story of me & her over here. It all started when I was first at Sunway College last year, doing my Australia Matriculation at that time. The first thing about her that attracted my attention was her maggi-curl-hair *which I'm sorry to say because that hair makes her look like those 30 year old lady*. Well, she ended up having some of her class similar to mine but the one that draw us together would be Chemistry. We were mutual friends at that time & she's always giving out happy-vibes to those around her but we never hang out together. She's way too cheerful. Lol. Till one day, she came to me & pour some of her private problems to me which she was conflicting over. At that time, I was wondering to myself, why is this strange girl pouring out her deepest secrets to me who is practically a stranger? At that time, I just listen. It was during Chemistry. Each day during Chemistry, she will tell me what she was conflicting over & I just listen but slowly, me myself unaware of it, I was giving her advice, which means a two-way communication now happens. By the time I realise it, well, I can say I'm really attracted towards her, or being attracted by her & I'm always looking forward to our pre-Chemistry "hanging-out" session. Well that's the first. Story to be continued..

All I can say is, our friendship starts with this little irrelevance thing. She's the sweetest person I have known, giving out so much, never expect to be given back anything in return & I was just taking & taking without noticing when one day, I was touched by her sincerity & her innocence.

She became part of my life & of my family's too. I did many things that was out-of-her-league which wasn't good, but she accepted it still, staying true as my friends despite of all that had happen. We went through quite a lot, especially the the beginning of this year. At one point, I was really hurt & sad because of her, but we manage to make it through & our relationship is still going strong.

I love you with all my heart, honey.

I really do.

No matter what happen, I just want you to know I'm always here even at times I have doubt, you clear it out for me with your innocence.

Thanks for letting me be your friend, be your sister, be someone close to you.

I can't wait to get over to KK in one & a half month time.

Loves =)