Euphoria aka MOS

Headed to MOS with Andrew & his friends.. Mark was there too =) It's my 1st time in Malaysia's MOS.. So I was like "observing" the surroundings & I love it.. Lots! Although the alcohol is a lil bit more expensive compared to most other clubs in KL, but still, its worthy =) & I can say they definitely have one of the best lighting & dance floor in KL clubs.. Thumbs up.. Dj Patrick's song was awesome, very very fresh & its much more up-to-date compared to most other local Djs.. *But I personally think that not many locals appreciate the music though* Anyhow it was really fun.. & definitely planning to be back for more =)

Loves =) Even their brochures are cool.. Not sure if I spell the word "brochures" right or wrong.. I kinda forget all my spelling these days.. As long as you guys understand..
The crowd that night on the dance floor.. They have these huge dance floor.. Which means everybody can dance =) Me & Andrew.. Gosh.. I miss college times =="
Angeline - Andrew's some other friend whose name I forget *sorry lar.. I'm bad at remembering names* & me!!!
Guys of the night =)
Mark, me & Andrew chilling outside MOS after.. All of us were hanging around Sunway Resort..
Me & Mark.. He's leaving Malaysia soon.. Sobx T_T
Guys acting chun.. Lol.....

Was freaking tired after that.. But it was worthy.. & I'm truly happy that night unlike some other nights which I gotta emo =="

Kam's Birthday Pic =)

WooHoo.. Finally.. Kam's a.k.a. my dearest godbrother birthday pic.. Celebrated at Bar Clubs with tons & tons & tons of people from all over KL..

Introduction : My drunken brother! Birthday tradition : DRUNK!!! Me & Kenry.. He came back from Canada & is now my sis's new bf.. Lol..
Kenry with the girls =) Such a player.. Lol..
Me with Melody & her friend =) Been ages I seen her..
Chuck San's friend, Chuck San & me.. Enjoy talking to her again!! Gg..

Pissed off!!!!!! Dissappointed!!!! Duh!!!!

Ken's farewell yesterday @ Poppy.. Will posted the pics & events there on anther post..

For now.. I just wanna scream out loud that I'M PISSED OFF, TIRED, DISSAPPOINTED, UNHAPPY, BLOODY FILLED WITH NEGATIVE EMOTIONS..

And there's something I wanna add on, it got NOTHING to do with my ex (Elvin) being there with his current girlfriend.. He's my friend, and he can always have a new relationship and of course, I wish him all the best and wants him to be happy for sure lar wei =) Everybody got to move on =) I did, he did.. And end up.. Friends =)

It got to do with some other people.. I got some heavy thinking to do.. Ask lots of advice from friends and so-not suprisingly, all of them gave me the same answer.. So I'm like.. Hrmm..

Gtg to yamcha with Bryan & let him photostat the articles I found so hard.. Shit! I did all the hard work & he just photostat? Unfair!!! More on it later!!

Sex & The City.. That's the TV Series that I had decide to do my assignment on.. But the finding article part is hard.. Still in the finding process.. Found some that were really interesting but they don't offer full text.. Gosh..

There's not gonna be any "ladies night" for me this week =C Gotta start doing my assignmentS which is like all due next week! Saturday night is reserve for Ken so I guess I gotta cancel my other plans to buy more time.. I'm sad to say that Ken is leaving next week to South Africa (& that's sad =C although we had broken up, he's still my close buddy) Went dinner with him on Sunday night.. & every time I sees him, it's like reminding myself that he's leaving so soon! Hence I'm gonna go Poppy this Sat no matter how much assignment there is to meet him up! It's his farewell man!!

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Decision made.. After few months of thinking and planning and re-thinking and re-planning on what to do for my hair (like straight, curl, short, long, thick, etc..) Came to my decision.. But this particular style that I want gotta takes me at least half year to be in the way I want it to be.. Sad sad.. It needs at least 3 time of cutting it short & 1 time of rebonding in 2 diff ways.. But since its decided.. I went to cut it on Tuesday over at Yang's saloon.. For now.. It's like SHORT.. Well.. Cut about 4 inch but for me it's ALOT duh! It's without any style now, no longer long like last time & still shitty!! But well, that's what I wanted.. But I can't imagine how I'm gonna go through this 6 months.. Lols!

After cutting my hair.. Headed up to Ken's studio.. Hanging out there like last time.. He got a new student, Jeffrey & coincidently, it's Adrian's friend too.. Practically we just chill around, listening to his student spins and Ken start playing is guitar.. Max took over playing later on with Ken being irritating, singing.. Went out for dinner over at AC with them later on then it's dota in Wtf mode.. Shocking!!! Gg.. Then back to his studio for more music, with alcohol & card games this time.. As usual, we hang out till whee hours in the morning.. Then back to our own home for our beauty sleep.. It was nice to hang out once in awhile =)

Pictures pictures pictures =)

These pictures had been in my computer for 2 weeks.. & I never had the time to post it.. The first few of it is taken over @ Sunshine with J.R., Loon, Laurence,.. =)

The 2nd part of the pictures are taken over @ BarCelona bfore Bryan went back to Sandakan.. His finals are finally over.. & he decided to have one our "memorable nights out" before he went back.. Which means.. Thursday over @ BarCelona.. Lols.. Ken's songs are getting nicer.. Way to go =)..

To Bryan : You still own us a dinner duh!!! Don't forget.. Come back to KL faster.. Miss you tons!

Anyhow there's also some pictures taken during my favourite brother burfday over at Bar Club & some from previous week taken in MOS a.k.a. Euphoria .. Will try to post it asap.. Gotta run.. Gg..

Me & J.R. He might be a lil' old.. But the important thing is to be young at heart!
Me & Laurence babi!!! Didn't really get to see her much since I left Sunway College.. Loves^^!
Me & Loon Loon a.k.a. Jackie =) A good friend who remains a good friend of mine after all these time!!! 10x!!

Bryan, Me & Fung!! Fung.. You shouldn't had left that early.. So unlike YOU!! XP
Winson, Bryan (with him pretending to smoke) & Fung.. Winson's dancing is improving.. Gambateh =) I miss your cutey Jasmine.. When are you gonna bring her out^^??
Some ppl I bang into *didn't went Bar Celona for quite some time*.. Wei Lip & Michael!!
Julian.. With his usual goofy smile =) He can smile 24/7 per day and his jaw won't hurts..

Ken a.k.a. Dj MasterK *Keep fit lar duh! You're getting fatter!*, Bryan, Herman & Winson.. Anyhow.. Miss you guys lots.. But with you guys busy with work & studies.. It's hard =C Anyhow.. Dinner gathering hosted & paid by Bryan coming soon.. Wooo Hooo...

To some people out there: It's none of your business if I do love to club & party.. So? I still attend my tutorials & lectures, do what I need to do, still having some friends who really love me for who I am.. Go get a life & stop bitching about other people's life as if they are yours.. I'm happy with my life & walking a step closer everyday towards my dream.. But what about you guys? Still stuck & remain unchanged for years? Aiks =="

Just came back from club/bar-hopping in Sunway area with Roger & his friends.. It had been about one year since I last seen Roger.. That fella had decided to settle down over in KL with his new job.. Wish ya luck ya!! His friend from States came over (Roger used to study in States too) so they decided to meet up with someone over in Bar Flam.. Since it was practically so near to me, I went to meet up with them & got my favourite shots.. Baileys.. Tequilas.. Lols.. But it was like so quiet over at Flam that we decided to switch places and we were too lazy drive so end up walking clubs to bars to clubs to bistro to clubs.. Went to like almost all the clubs/bistros/bars available over in Sunway.. So last stop would be Bar Celona as it was located at the end.. Chill around..

It was practically a long long day for me as I slept for only like 3 hours & woke up at 9 in the morning and went for my classes.. I got lectures & tutorials from 9 a.m. to 4 p.m. non-stop every Tuesday.. Crazy timetable.. But anyway manage to have minutes to grab some lunch with Mark, chatted around with Jenny & Kimberly, etc.. Gotta start preparing for my Marketing presentation tomorrow follow up with Microeconomic's assignment then Communication's then Television Series's one.. Aiks.. Gonna be hectic.. But I'm gonna stay focus (unlike last sem)!

Off to bed then.. In these 3 days the total sleeping time of mine will be sum up to only 6 hours!!! No classes tomorrow.. Heaven! Gonna sleep till the sky falls off.. Nobody is gonna wake me up (beside K cause I want his Psp.. Haven't got the time to buy my own.. I wanna play some game!!)

Nahhhhh nightttsss~

Loves =)

Moments of lost & confusion..

Feeling a lil lost.. A lil confused.. A lil lonely.. A lil of everything.. All kind of mixed-up emotions..

Sometimes I just think too much.. But I can't help thinking..

There's a lot of 'what-if' & missed opportunity..

But feeling regret is just useless sometimes as it don't change the facts..

But that doesn't mean that I won't be feeling down, unhappy, lost, all kind of negative feelings..

Sometimes I know I'm being selfish.. But I just can't help it..

I try to control and act the way I should, instead the way that I had acted..

I don't really know what I myself really want now.. Whether it is relationship, money, friends, companionship, fun, the list goes on..

But for now, I will try my best to focus on my studies & my family & my close friends..

I had lost faith & trust among some people that really mean alot to me..

It's hard to trust some people again..

And it's hard to give up on people that I really trust & love.. Close friends & family..

Cause they mean so much to me and they are part of who I am today..

Being selfish makes me myself happier.. Doesn't really need to care about others..

But at the same time, I feel like it's wasting precious moments of mine..

Time passed and it's a lost.. Wasted..

But sometime showing my care to other people means you open up yourself to be hurt, to be dissappointed, to be treated like a garbage, to create more problems for myself once again..

I'm really feeling negative now..

And really alone deep down inside..

Had lunch with Kam b4 going to class 2day.. As usual, watched some tv series.. Went for micro's lecture.. Saw my "brothers".. Lecture's boring as usual..

Xue Ying fetched darling to Sunway to find me.. Since so long I see this sis of mine (Xue Ying).. Oh my god.. How I miss those time we played basketball 2gether.. Anyway we went Asia Cafe, had high-tea/dinner.. Headed to Pyramid, planned to catch a movie or something but not much movie anyway so we went shopping.. Bought some daily stuffs, a shirt (I damn suka lah wei) from Forever 21, a Shin Chan comic (loves^^").. Bought Poh Lin a.k.a. luilui's pressie, helped sis to choose a pressie for her friend, lepak around.. End up in KimGary yam cha.. Did some catching up.. Blah blah blah.. Heard lots of updates about ppl I didn't saw for ages.. Lols.. Anyway it's fun hanging out again.. Let's go it sometime again =)

Ocean, Beach, Little Italy, U-Mai, Upper Star, ...

For those who know where I went (a tip: I had been there 3 times in the past half year), it had been one of the best week in my life.. The wonderful atmosphere & food, an escape from city life (& some problems) had been wonderful.. Thanks for my potato =) It had been great..

But now, I'm back in KL, it's all about my studies, my family & friends, etc.. But I gotta face the music.. Can't escape from it forever (can I?) I'll always remember those times.. (Gah.. End up we didn't take any picture)!!! Lols.. Anyway its fine.. Pictures are just pieces of pictures created by us human whereas memories are the truest of all still =)

I'm off to bed.. Feeling exhausted after the flight..

p/s: I can't upload the pictures of Kam's burfday, me & ying, Bar Celona, etc.. Lappie repaired but all USB ports spoil?? Gotta send it to repair again (soon) but wait till I'm done with assignments!

It's been a long long week..

It's been a tiring week.. Classes starting all over again.. Adapting to new units & refreshing memories of what I have learn during the past sem.. I failed 2 of my units.. Passed 2.. Kinda disappointed as I expect to fail only 1 which is of cox, my ACCOUNTS! Interesting units I have for this sem anyway =) Gonna work hard (& of cox, at the same time play hard) which means less sleep as more time is needed for my studies.. Met up with friends like Mark, Tiong, Abel, etc.. Kinda miss them.. Get to know some new friends too..

Anyway, Jenny is finally in Monash this sem, taking the same double degree I'm taking.. Good luck to you babe =) I'm happy cox there's another dearie fren to entertain me.. Buahahhahaaa.. Went to Bar Celona last night with Amelia, her friends, Tiong, Bryan.. Saw Wei Lip over there too with the usual.. Ahhh.. I'm confused with something.. But just let it be & I guess time will answer everything.. Going over to Bar Celona (AGAIN!!!) 2night.. Bryan is going back Sabah next week & he just finished his last paper 2day.. Been sometime since I had seen him.. Although it's like only 2 months but we used to hang out like everyday so it feels so long..! No Maison 2night for those who had been asking me to go.. & they say there might be quite a mess in KL due to arrest of Anwar & stuff... Gtg.. Pics upload 2morrow..

Loves =)