Dedicated to my one & only lougong, Chim Yee Yin..

Our lovely highschool time.. Remember how I always love to kiss you & hug you?!? Those hugs & kisses will remain with you..
& this picture is for all the night you spend at my place.. Sleeping & sharing your heart & wearing my cloths.. Lols.. Loves..

By the time I'm writing this post, my lougong a.k.a. YeeYin is already over at Shanghai, getting used to her new environment, meeting up new people, starting a new life over there, pursuing her dreams in chinese medical.. I will miss her lots..

Lougong, I'm sorry I ditched you on Friday which was your last day over in KL.. The reason I did so was I can't bare to see you leaving me and I'm afraid I'll bawl and cry like a kid.. I tried calling you on Saturday morning, but I couldn't get through.. I was so happy when I receive your msg all the way from Shanghai.. Remember to take care of yourself over there.. It's a new life, meeting up with new people.. With your personality, I'm sure everybody will like you & stop being so shy & try open up to other people k?

By this time next year, you will be in Shanghai & me in Melbourne.. I don't know when we will meet each other again, but every moment of not seeing each other will just make me miss you even more.. You're one of my best girlfriend & will always be.. No matter what happen, just give me a ring or msg & I'll try my best to be there for you.. I wish you luck in your studies & I'm sure you will give your everything to it..

Memories of me & you will always stay inside my heart..

I will keep my promise of having you & ONLY you as my lougong (I mean girl ones) & there will never be other lougong for me.. & I'll be your notty lil but one & only loupo k?

P.s.: Don't poke me with those needles when you come back k^^?

Remember all my love to you.. I love you lots & lots & lots.. Muaacksss.. Kisses for you.. & I'll send my hugs & kisses & care & loves through air to Shanghai to you k???

Please don't forget me k lougong?

The previous post had been removed..

& the reason is... Well, after some sleep, I feel a lil better & when I read the post.. It makes myself hrmm cringe or something inside.. My brain is still numb from all the sleep.. Lols..

But anyhow, one thing remain the same.. She used to be my friend & that's it.. No more.. No more.. Not gonna take anymore of all this bullshits.. She can go do whatever she likes.. & just get as far as she can from my life..

The mid-sem test for micro *done*, marketing *done*.. Major assignments coming up next.. TV Studies *which I planned to use either Charmed or Sex & The City or Desperate Housewife or something else*, Communication Studies *the question is to do question 1 or question 2*, Marketing & Microeconomics *no idea what these 2 unit want for my assignment =P*

I guess my family's financial condition had just worsen.. Brother ain't that happy over in Australia with his own prob *hugs*.. I can't really say much about it but all I know is that I should work hard on whatever I'm doing now & that's all I can do.. This year ain't exactly the best year for my family I guess..

Of Vodka, Music & Party People..

I'm old.. I admit I'm already old..

Just came back from Euphoria a.k.a. MOS.. Went with a bunch of people & saw a bunch of people there.. All pretty faces & hyper-up party people.. Mark ffk us, which is something I'll nag on him when I see him.. He's the one who ask us to go at the first place.. It was frustrating for me at the beginning due to something (but I'm not going to say what, just put it as a fucked-up way of organising stuff) But anyway everything else went pretty well after that lil' sucky organising thing.. Opened up 2 bottles of some Russian Vodka *what the heck is this o_O?* but anyway both the bottles were drained up pretty fast by us and dancefloor was the next venue..

Okay, back to the starting point.. Why would I admit me MYSELF as some old fag? I could no longer party like I used to.. All of them dance like crazy & I found myself dancing to one or two songs then stone on the dancefloor as if I'm drunk or something which I'm not but it's just due to tired & no longer into the dance part then dancing to another song when some songs that I like came along.. The music was superb & the lightning "chun" & the crowd was flowing.. But still.. I think I prefer the chilling-way.. Sitting down, drinking, enjoying the music & people, laughter, drinking games, etc.. You get the idea..

Or maybe I'm just tired? Hrmm.. Maybe.. Anyway some of them got drunk and ... KO!!! Lol.. I know I'm not supposed to laugh or what but the sight is hilarious!!! Anyway drove "Bunny"'s car back to Monash Condo while I waited for him to wake up from his beauty sleep.. I'm feeling awake now.. Unlike last time which means drop-dead-on-bed-the-moment-back-room.. I miss the good old times, but maybe it's just a temporarily effect or I'm just getting on with life, enjoying a different kind of party-ing way like an old fag?? Lol..

Anyway.. REPUBLIC 2moro!!! Here I'm complaining about clubbing & I'm going again 2moro.. Well.. It's Azurous's *hope I spell it right* and Ken's event.. As a friend, well, we must be more supportive.. So I'm being the good friend, going for his big night & everything..

Pics later on.. Gah.. Too lazy now.. Buubyeee..

CCs & Dota??

Currently in FTZ with Andrew & his friends.. Lolz.. Dota dota.. Lose like mad.. I'm noob at it.. Can't help..

Yesterday also dota.. But then dota dekat Gamebox with Loon, Jason & other friends.. Ken, Mario, Cockcroach all later came over to yamcha.. Was "exchanging" some ghost stories.. Anyway against my better decision, I went back to play the new SDO.. Hrmm.. Can no longer play like I used to but it's fun sometime to just go mad at my keyboard, spamming buttons..

Anyway.. Went to Apartment @ The Curve on Sunday night to meet up with Steph.. All we did were chilling, talking, drinking (only me not her ==" I'm such an alcoholic.. Had like a glass of Baileys & red wine)(To Ian: I didn't drink from the bottle k? I drink from the GLASS) Gosh.. Anyway our conversation kinda went off topic but then isn't that a good thing? That means we still have other things to talk about beside one lil boring topic =="

Gosh.. Ian sms-ed me today.. & it did make me mad.. He knows I'm all stressed-up & stuff.. &..

Ian: I will be sitting in my jacuzzi while missing you =)

Me: Is that a way to tell me how chilling & relaxing you're now?

Ian: To think of you is definately relaxing. & knowing you're having class & I'm going to sleep is a bliss =) Don't envy, I'll have my time to be liek you. Anyway miss you.

Me: Lols.. I hate you.. Anyway my class is going to end dy.. No class tomorrow.. Who cares =)

Ian:Exactly! Who cares.. That's the word I wanna hear.

*At this point, I didn't want to reply dy.. He's so far away in Melb & all he wanna do is waste some aussie dollar & sms me for? Feel like flying over to Melb & strangle him! Flying daggers for now =)*

Anyway.. There's nothing specific I really wanna blog about.. Life's still life =) Can't comment on whether my life's good or not, but for now, everything is kinda low-key & chilling & normal? I guess that's a good thing.. For now.. I think I'll try to enjoy the peaceful moments before anything comes up =)

How much drama can a person stands for one day? ALOT wei!

Drama drama drama.. Seriously, I think the reason why the genre melodrama is created is for the purpose of satisfying the consumers' daily dramatic need.. Unfortunately.. Got involved sikit siki juga.. But anyhow.. I'm happy & okay.. I got much more down-to-earth problems that I gotta deal with other than some young girl's acting & not gonna satisfy her by putting her in my center of attraction.. *I guess that what she wants deep down inside.. To be on the limelight*

Handed in some assignment late.. Oh so shit.. Lol.. 2% deduction.. Gosh.. Promise no next time XP But anyhow at least there's a break from assignments for a week or two before the new wave of assignment hits.. My family.. Oh.. Dramatic juga.. Went home yesterday.. Mom spilled me with all her problems or should say "family probs" But she make it sound so worst.. Which later I found out why.. My beloved mom could never stand hunger and isn't good at controlling her own emotional when she's hungry.. Being stuck in the traffic jam for hours with her previous meal like 6-hours away make her hungry.. Traffic jam make her mad.. All negative feelings pouring to her only listener : ME! Anyhow I guess my family financial problem grew worst but how worst it is gonna be then I gonna wait till having a heart2heart talk with my dad before I know..

As for apa yang paling drama.. Fuiyoh!!! For those clubbing kakis, I bet you guys saw some of it.. Anybody went Maison on Thursday, if you're there.. I'm sure you get entertained... ALOT! Lols.. 1st guys fighting, then girls fighting, then back to guys fighting.. How dramatic life can get? Imagine you're there, getting drunk & looking at handsome guys & pretty ladies... Suddenly.. *WHAM* shyiok-nya!!! Anyhow I can't say I got involved or what.. Maybe I did, maybe I didn't.. But I definitely wouldn't stand beside my friend & just look when she kenna slap or something.. I love dramas but not unhappy ones for my friend..

Well, to the best actress in the drama, who manage to stay low, putting on the angelic face *you're complete with a halo, my "dear"* and all the teary eyes, looking oh-so-scared, innocent puppy look.. I'm tired of that.. I don't have a pretty face like yours but at least I show the true side of mine.. There's something about you I don't understand.. You own tons of stuff, pretty friends, pretty face & body, a good boyfriend, tons of "material" stuff, a family who supports you.. What more could you still hope for? You can't be in the center of attention forever.. Stop creating problems and get on with the wonderful life that you always blog about.. If I have such a happy life, I wouldn't go & do stuff that will wreck my own life.. Lemme give you one final piece of advice, I don't blame some stuff on you due to the environment you're still in, but if you continue all this nonsense & bullshits when you're in college or uni, nobody is gonna give a damn for you.. That I'm sure.. In highschool, all this drama keeps the boring life & studies keep going & everybody helps to speculate it.. But not in college or uni.. Better grow up soon & get on with your happy life and stay out from where you aren't supposed to be crossing which makes your own life miserable & other people life too.. You can go ahead and wreck your own life but not others..

Anyhow, if you're unhappy with the post above, there's no need to find me or anything.. I'll be going back to Seri Suria to collect my original SPM cert, so you'll be seeing me there =) Gonna visit my high school teachers & stuffs too.. Wheee~ Just learn how to grow up & you'll see the world in a different way..

Oooo.. & a msg to my darling Kay, you came back from Hong Kong & I'm glad to hear it from you the moment you reach home, telling me that you miss me, spamming me with miss call.. But like I say, I still think you miss me because you miss Hong Kong and I'm the only chiplak Hong Kong mui around.. Sob sob.. Darling ah darling, dun think too much k? Sometimes you just think too much.. I love you =) We had an appointment next week.. Yamcha or Skybar =)

Tiong's Birthday @ CocoBanana

Tiong a.k.a. Disable (in our "family") a.k.a. my very bery good friend over at Monash is finally 20! Happi Burfday MAN!!! He didn't want us to know it's his burfday.. Telling Bryan that he wanna give himself a surprise party.. He's a weirdo & thats why I love him so much.. & He's a amazing popper himself.. Clear the whole dance floor up.. Sapu kao kao.. But didn't get to record it down as there was a huge crowd surrounding him.. End up.. I could only get a video when he was dancing for fun & I can tell you.. What he did in the video is just like what? 10% of his dancing skill?

Was emo the whole day.. Feeling down.. Hang out over at Yang's saloon.. As usual, yamcha around, chill around at Ken's studio & dota.. Ken was trying on cap for like 15 minutes ==" Vain la tu.. Anyway Ken dropped me over at CocoBanana when he was on his way to BarCelona to spin for the night..My birthday boy =) No pressies for him, but the cake is a gift from me, Boy & his gurl =) I gotta walk all the way to buy the cake cox I got no car & it was like almost the bakery's closing time.. Lucky Max decided to drop me off to buy even though it was freaking jam!!
This silly boy love posting.. Hiao hiao!
Below is the video of my hiao boi dancing while he was a lil high over at the dancefloor.. Gg.. The video might not show exactly what I wanted to show you guys.. But I can tell you.. He's good!! & I love his magician friend~~

Met with lots of people.. They are friendly =) It's saddening that I had to leave early.. But still.. If there's fate.. We'll of cox ada chance untuk keluar lagi la man!

To my dear friend, you're one of the best among all my guy friends although you never treat me as a woman beside calling me "WOMAN"! I'm sure I'll see more of you when exam's approaching.. Meanwhile you're in Kuantan, enjoy your birthday with your mom & your beloved lao po!!! Although it's a saddenning thought that I didn't get to know you last year over @ Sunway, but it's never too late.. At least I get to know you now at Monash^^!

Sending Ken off over at KLIA..

Mentioned on previous post, Ken's leaving to South Africa.. So his friends, me & Steph decided to send him off at airport.. Didn't drive to Sunway for the week as my aunty & uncle & cousins are flying over from Hong Kong.. Bao came to fetch me as Man Chun gotta work till pretty late.. Headed over to Sri Petaling to wait for Redford & Andy.. Makan makan & prepare the "cacat" cards below with signatures & others.. *to be completed over at airport with other ppl's signature!*

Off to airport next~

The guys bought Ken a farewell gift, which Ken suspected it to be something that will pop-up and frighten everybody! He forced his mom to open it up but his mom ignored it.. Gg.. His opening process >>>
*Snap snap* time.. Me & Ken.. Trying to put on a big smile.. I know I look horrible & fat..

Steph *she cried when Ken's off to the departure gate, cheers gurl =) He'll be back.. He just bought a yearly ticket not a one-way one!* Ken & Me^^

The group of guys who were there to send him off.. They really "em sek dak" lor.. With the cards & everything..
I found this picture inside my camera.. God knows when the guys took it.. They took my camera.. Found it cute.. Decided to post it up.. There's even pictures of the guys inside the washroom but of course.. THAT I'm not gonna post =="
This is the emo part.. The hugging part..
The guys looking at him as he's walking towards the immigration area.. Sad =C

Take care k Ken?!?!? Gambateh on your work.. & bring back lots and lots and lots of diamonds for all of us.. WHeeee~~~

Gah....

I skipped my econ's tutorial again.. How dead am I gonna be? Lol..

But I'm glad that I finally can sleep over 7 a.m. for once cox it's been frigging tired (emotional-wise and physical-wise) these few days..

Headed to CocoBanana yesterday with Daniel (and it's so last minute!!! He called me when he reached like Sunway??) & it's his burfday and of cox, I pergi lar.. Somemore yesterday was feeling freaking down dy!!!

Reached there, we all decided not to go in (I can say I'm happy with that decision bcox I really hate the club's inside!!) and we decided to chill at the lounge-like thingy outside the club.. Chill is to put it mildly.. Making everyone drunk was the main point duh!!! So we drank, chat, played drinking-games.. Have our own time like it was over in Titanium!

Once again.. Happy Birthday my darling Daniel!!! You're the best out of best & don't doubt it k? (Sudah turning old dy.. Ish!) I remember all the work you did for my birthday & I hope yours will be filled with the same happiness & blessings.. Loves =)





Oh ya, to Steph.. Cheer up babe.. I had been through all that (when I was in highschool) & just ler her do her own stories & stuff.. If you wanna feel sad, better feel sad cox Ken left dy then to feel sad for someone who wants you to be sad! Ken, your friends, your boyfriend, family, all wouldnt want to see you sad.. That I'm sure especially Ken's part!!!

Loves =)

Posted 3 posts with lotsa pics.. Kam's birthday, MOS & Ken's farewell.. Gotta go do my assignment now dy.. Took me lotsa time!! Anyway I'm feeling freaking emo today.. Had long talks with lotsa people.. Still feeling down though.. Playing poker with Roger.. Friends trying to cheer me up.. Wanna say 10x to them!! Lots & lots of 10x!!! I appreciate it.. I'll be okay! Jus lemme chill for a sec though..

Check out the pics & stop complaining that my blogs contains lots of words & no pics duh! Especially the "bunny"/"rabbit"!!!!! Gambateh on your assignment and me on mine =D

Ken's farewell =C

Ken is leaving for South Africa tomorrow & it's kinda sad.. Ended up over at Poppy on Saturday for his farewell with his friends.. As usual, Poppy is freaking crowded on Saturday.. Bumped into lots of people that I used to know.. Hi-bye friends.. Parked my car over at Ken's house cox I don't feel like driving downtown on a Saturday night.. Saw Tiffany.. She's such a big girl dy compared to the last time I saw her.. Got crazy when I saw her.. Me & babies *loves* She was smiling all the way till her bedtime then she starts bawling.. Lol.. Sat Man Chun aka Sam's car to Poppy.. Went in.. Started drinking.. Chris Frontier (or Chris something.. 4get names as usual) was spinning there that night.. Ken was complaining about how boring is house music.. Yaadaa yaadaa yaadaa but I enjoyed it.. Cox it's like always R&B or old school wherever you go.. So a change is nice..

Didn't take much pictures.. Mostly is Ken & his friends but I decided to post the 1st pic with the last pic we took at Poppy.. Ready........

Taaaadaaa~~~~~~~ 4 of us after our "swim" at the pool!!! I look wet... Bao look wet.. Sam striped!! Lol!!!!!

Me & Ken... He's leaving 2moro.. Or I should say in 21 hours time.. & it'll be years without seeing him.. I wish him all the best in South Africa.. May he prosper & be rich when he's back =P!!!! AND no marrying black people ya!!!!
Ken with his dearest godsister - Stephanie aka Stephiie.. I love her hair.. Makes me miss my "maggi" hair even more!!!
Moving on will be Ken with all his buddies.. He's gonna miss them...
Ken & Bao.. Don't Ken look gay???
Group pic....
Ken & Ah Loon....

Ken & his loupo (or lougong) I dunno which one is the male and which one is the female ==" Forget dy.. Lol.. Sweet couple...
Ken end up drunk (expected) and I gotta drove all the way his car back from Sri Petaling to PJ.. Luckyly I still remember my manual driving skills & reach his home safe & sound.. Anyway he's too drunk to be bothered with my sucky manual skills.. Sending him back dy then it's my turn to drive my own car back to Sunway.. Drop dead on my bed.. But something make me really piss off that night.. But since its over, let it be gone.. Gotta send Ken to airport tomorrow & till now I dunno who's gonna fetch me but Ken said that he'll plan for me.. Hope he doesn't forget...

To Ken: Gonna miss you lots & lots when you're gone.. Send my regards to Stacey & your mom k!?