I wonder what I'm doing here.

Seriously, I know I'm in deep shit since I only manage to study like 50% of what I'm supposed to study & I still have the mood to log in & crap here. Maybe it acts as a form of release? I guess so =P There's so much to post, my out-of-sudden Port Dickson trip, a few friend's birthday *inclusive of many belated birthday wishes.. dun blame me XD* & of course my recent thoughts. Anyhow some friends asked me a few questions a few weeks back. One of it was why I never blog about the places and food that I went to eat. Ergh, I guess I'm too lazy to charge my camera's battery & snap pictures of the food because I just dived into the food every time its served? In fact I have some delicacies pictures stored in my computer somewhere but I'm too lazy to post XD And I don't blog about some of the places that I eats in because I'm leaving that for a surprise *and a mystery* for a few of my friends who are still in overseas & promising them a trip to the so-called-makan-tempat? But its true that I do spend most of my $$ on food and I always eat around all the time. I can drive all the way to Seremban for a bowl of noodles then back. Yap, that's what I do & that's what my friend refer to as crazy! Anyhow I'll try to blog more about my food *& also my rising weight?* That's just a promise to try XD

Anyhow, I need release!! I'm so stressed up now. My mind is filled with all this random cases I studied and its getting confusing which is which. I had a long talk with my mom today too. Fuck. This is just so random.

Back to urgh, laws?

Edited: There's so many birthdays this month! I ended up spending most of my time attending them & money buying present! And there is more birthdays to come! I didn't know so many people give birth in June!!!! November is even unbearable but its my birthday so I guess its better than ONLY attending other people's birthday since I get a share of the gifts and fun too XD?

Business Law paper tomorrow (x_x)

I'm so not prepared for my law paper tomorrow. I still have like 19 hours till the paper. Enough time? I don't think so. I'm still in a fucked-up mood and is too depressed to go all hard-core. I'm so dead. God bless me huh? Or maybe I should bless myself? Gave myself a bit relief when I passed by MNG just now and bought 2 tops. But that's just a few minute relief and kinda an 'escape-from-reality-thing'. I feel like I'm once again root the the position I'm now and not moving forward. Maybe its time to take a deep breath and think?!? I think a lot these days. According to some friends, its a little too much. What do I want with my life? Go figures!

Till then, bye!

Depressed.

Like the title says, I'm depressed.

First I fail one paper. Authorship & Writing. I couldn't even manage to be my usual self to blab things out. I answer only 2 questions, others all blank.

Then I ended home emo-ing the whole day, sulking at my bed. To make things worst, my parents started an argument with me later that night.

I really do love my parents a lot. I have done things that disappoint them & I'm truly sorry for those, but that doesn't mean I have to be the daughter you want because I'll go crazy leading that kind of life. I just want to be myself. I'm not sure how I'll end up in the future, but one thing I know for sure is that you guys will always be in my heart & I love you & respect you both no matter what happens but some things just can't be forced.

Its time to get a grip out of myself. Be ready for the last 2 paper. Do my best, that's all I can say.

Just drop by at Ken's place for his birthday a.k.a soft opening of his renovated-studio. I'm glad that I met back all you guys, it brings back lots of fond memories. Couldn't stay long due to papers next week & recent-argument with parents =C Will hang out soon k? Happy Birthday to Ken =) I'm sure you'll be having fun so what I'll be wishing you will be all the best in everything you do k (".)?

To my one & only daddy, its father's day tomorrow. I know you're still mad/disappointed/hurt by/at me, I just want to wish you Happy Father's Day & I still love you despite what I did.

My new hairstyle.

The much-needed-courage popped out of nowhere & I finally cut it short =) Good *a.k.a the damage ends* 4-5 inches off. Anywayz its not that s-h-o-r-t yet. I'm planning to cut another 2-3 inches off by next week. Cheers to my new found courage! Its goodbye to damaged hairs & welcome to better ones! This is how it looks like for now anyway. Picture taken a few days back!

Love it? Hate it? I adore it. But its irritating to me that it isn't short enough! Another trip to Yang's is much needed!

Poser sial =P

Back to my studies! Planning to take a short nap *God knows if I can wake up =P* before studying my Authorship & Writing!

Lolly Luck.

I'm too lazy to upload any pictures taken while in Port Dickson. Awh, and a specific-made post for my honey's 21st birthday, that takes lots of effort *wink* All that gotta wait. I had manage to attack the 1st paper with all my Cristine's theory but what about the 2nd one? Authorship & Writing. I'm still not in the mood to study. My face is all puffy red now, the back showing signs of being sunburnt when I took all the precautions to cover it all up & lather it all with sunblock!!

Thanks hon for the lolly. Good luck for your paper on Tuesday k? The lolly is going to all the exams with me k? Promise =)

And to my bunnykins, if you're reading this, I'm sure you're gonna ace your management paper tomorrow & pass with flying colours =) I'm confidence of that. You work hard on it, you deserve it =)

Chilling session @ Bangsar.

Came across this pictures while uploading the pics from my camera to my pc. My camera ran out of battery for more than 2 weeks & I didn't bother to charge it anywayz. These pictures are forgotten if not for charging the camera the other day for Soo's birthday & the Port Dickson trip. And I realise I got plenty of pictures still loitering around my pc, waiting to be uploaded to facebook & my blog.

Bah. I'm lazy!

Pictures taken after Mario's wedding. Headed to Bangsar with Jeanie, Anson, Kenny & Kah Mun for a drinking/chilling session. Last moment decision anywayz. Had mahjong session over at my house after that till like 5 or 6 in the morning. Lol. Genting then with Jeanie, Anson & his sister. No longer had the energy for all this spree larh. Old dy!

Me & sis.

Poser.

The love birds.

Enjoying snacks with red wine. My favourite =)

Random pictures before my camera ran out of battery.

Another one of Kenny's.

Anyway for those who ask, I don't have any pictures taken during Mario's wedding or AJ's birthday. I didn't have my camera with me at that time. Wait for either JR's or Boy's one k?

Port Dickson, here I comes =)

A last minute decision. Gonna celebrate Zhi Fu's sister's birthday over at Port Dickson tonight =)

Anyway I'm officially done with my first paper filled with Cristine's theory *I hope I pass anyway*. 3 more to go & I'm off to Melbourne. Seriously, I can't wait to be there to meet up with my darlings, especially Charlotte & Amelia, my brother & his girl =)

A road trip to Port Dickson sounds relaxing though although the ocean isn't that clean but still, its better than no ocean at all. I miss the sea so so so much!

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To my honey, Ms Soo Siaw Vun: I'm still not saying the few words =) I'll say it when I feel like it! BooHoo!!!!! "Lei chui argh?!?" For now, just enjoy your animal dinner at the "zoo" with the bamboo, monkey & whatever else they are =) Love you!

Tonight.

Tonight's gonna be a special one =) Although its not much, I still can't wait!

Awwwhhh......

Btw, its my first paper tomorrow! Wish me luck!!

Long night.

The title says it all.

This is gonna be one hell frigging long night & I'm not in the mood to study at all.

Oh ya, to those who asked, I did cut my hair short like last week? or 2 weeks back? But it ain't that short although its considered the shortest I have had since 3 years back? or 4? I'm gonna make it shorter *hopefully next week =)*

Anyway God bless the unhappy souls out there tonight. There are too many hearts broken & too many tears fallen. The world still goes round & round & the time ain't freezing, so life still goes on no matter what. When fallen, take it as a lesson learn & stand up once again & start walking/crawling/rolling down the path once again. All I can do is offer you a ear, a piece of advice, a shoulder to cry on, a helping hand for you to lean on while you're trying to stand. That's all.

Nobody's perfect. So am I. So do all of you. People make mistakes. So do I. The same goes to all of you.

This is life =)

First paper this friday?!?

Public Relations Theory & Processes...

Bah!

Its a freaking dry unit. No choice though..

And its someone's birthday today! *winks*