People do change. They really do.

I always believe the old saying that says "Changes is the only constant thing". Its true. And I realise whether I like it or not, people around me are constantly changing, for better or for worst. I myself change too. I had been feeling lost for quite sometime, and is still feeling the same. I guess its time to really get a good grip of myself and set my foot and it and starts a new chapter of my life. I hate feeling lost. I really do.

Cristine is getting lazy. Really lazy.

The title says it all. I'm getting really really lazy. Or maybe its Melbourne where everybody seems more slow, more relaxed? Time's flying by & I have only one more week left in this wonderful place *its wonderful for now because I'm here for holidays & not studies* & be back in KL. Its not that I dread going back or anything but that means its time to face more lecture slides, books & assignments. Anyhow this break is really a much needed break. I'm feeling much more better than I had been for a long long time. There's so many pictures sitting around at my camera and so much more that I want to do. Had some really good food, hang out with some really good friends, had wonderful bonding sessions with my brother & friends and of course, I shopped like mad. Everytime I went out I never return home empty handed. There's this big fat hole in my wallet already and its still growing! I really miss all my family and friends which are in KL though. Its different without some of you!!! Can't wait to see all of you in a week time!!

And I promise to upload the pictures as soon as I can k? But please be considerate I'm really really lazy. The best thing to do in this crazy weather over here will be to enuggle up in bed or sofa with a thick blanket, a cup of hot tea *some alcohol will do too XD* and a book! Did I happen to mention I'm back to the alcoholic that I once was? Lol!

Much much loves!! XOXOXO

Morning everyone!

Woke up with nothing to do. Brother & his girl still sleeping so I decided to take a step out to the balcony *to have my ass freeze off* to take a deep breath! And this is the view from my brother's place. Lol. Boiling some ginseng soup for my brother now. He's sick. Awwwhhhhh.. Kesian betul! Am heading off to city later to meet up with some friends. Bye!

The view on my right hand side. Suburb view!

And then to the left. The city!!

And its good morning to everyone out there, wherver you are, whoever you are. Its time to wake up & have a good start on this beautiful day (".)

Here in Melbourne.

I'm glad to announce that I have arrived here safe & sound AND is still FREE from H1N1 guys!! This is my second day here, its already 8 something at night over here & the weather is frigging cold which is a nice contrast compare to KL's weather now but I might get tired of the cold in a few days time. The cold reminds me of something. Both good & bad. I manage to meet up with quite a few people yesterday, had fun, bought some stuffs & had some good food but was really tired because it had been a long flight & day so I decided to call it quits & had a long conversation with my brother till like 4 in the morning? My brother's off today, so me, him & his girl went for shopping, having lunch & watching Transformer *finally!!!*. And I bought 3 nighties from PeterAlexander =D!! Cheers!! That's my favourite brand here & I couldn't find it anywhere but here. I'm happy. They are currently taking a short nap. Going for dinner. Took lots of pictures but am too lazy to upload it now. Stay tune my friends!

Anyway I saw Soo's blog. Don't be sad k? Even though physically you're not here with us but we still thinks about you & misses you lots k? And I realise we both took a similar picture in the airplane with the mask on. LOL. Coincidence. But I'm not uploading it now. I love you lots honey.

May your wish come true honey. Whatever wish it is. And this is just the first picture of your 21st birthday I'm going to upload. There is more coming up but not tonight.

To Sook Lee: Read your blog. Saw what you wrote. Touched *sniff sniff*. Don't worry. I'll be back really really soon. Then we will go do whatever we want again but if its about spending lots & lots & lots of $$, then I gotta consider!! LOL!! And if you're wondering why is there no picture of both of us together at your phone, its because its in my camera & see I TOO K the EFFORT to upload it because I know you want it! Say thanks to me please..... Haha!!!

Me & Sook Lee at Pavillion. Taken 2 days before I left. Lol. I want more cheesecakes please =P

p/s: Yesterday was the birthday of someone who really mean to me a lot. She's a really special person and wherever she is now, whatever she is doing now, if she sees this, I'll just like to tell her Happy Belated Birthday. I couldn't online or call or msg anyone yesterday. Sorry darling. I can't wait for you to be back from UK. So much to tell you.

Check list. Gone.

Shit... I was planning to do a final check list but I realize I'm running out of time.... Arghh... I got so much to write here but but but... Shit.. I'm gonna shower now... Gotta meet up with my Subang boys tonight. Can't wait. And I do REMEMBER about the dinner k? Lol. Got some errands to run during the noon. Will blog tonight when I'm back!! Bye!!

New lappie. Shyiok =)

Is at Gilly Cafe yamcha-ing with Gillian and others now! Blogging with my new lappie. Syiok! Finally I manage to get my lazy ass to Low Yat and get my new lappie. Happy =)

It's just something random. Lol. Bye =)

So little time left yet so much to do!

The title says it all! I'm freaking busy. There's so many stuff that I need to do before I leave for Melbourne. There's this whole list that goes on & on.

Just wanna say that Michael Jackson's death is such a great loss to the world! Will write more later. Am already late for my nail appointment!!!

Last paper tomorrow!

Finally, the examination is coming to an end =) I'm relief. But there's so many things to do after exams and there's so little time I have. And I still got to pack for my trip to Melbourne which is like in 5 days time? Can't wait to see my brother, his girl & all my babes over there. Gosh.

But first things first.

Right after exam tomorrow, I'm going to do something to my hair. The question now would be how short would I want it to be? Am still thinking =)

Dinner with my fellow Subang kakis is a must too!

Getting myself a new laptop!!

Hanging out with Chin Sook Lee. Too much to catch up. I want details =P

Wants to watch Transformer: The Revenge of the Fallen! *provided if I have the time* if not I'll watch it when I'm in Melbourne then.

Meets Ian!!! He made a list of promises, from yummilicious desserts to Jazz bars to swimming sessions to drinking mode! By one at a time, pllleeeaaassseeee!!!

Find Gillian Ng Choi Yen. Lol. She had been emo-ing me for the past few weeks for ignoring her because of my exams. Sayang balik =)

I got only 4 days left in KL. Shit. The list goes on. I decided not to think about it. Yet.

Back to studies now!

Oh ya, btw, I'm tired of answering the same questions so I'm gonna repeat just once more. I'm going over to Melbourne just for a vacation not for my studies. Another yet. When I leave for my studies I'll definitely tell k? Next question, why Melbourne of all place? Because I miss my brother & babes too much & I ran out of places to go. See, I had been travelling here & there, SABAH for most of my holidays, islands and tourist spots during weekends & lots of Asian countries these days with my parents because they got bored of Europe for now. I'm definitely leaving Europe till I have more money so I can backpack with my darling & my parents is complaining that I had been to Europe twice, yaa daa yaa daa... As for States, I'm still considering the working option during my summer.

Its time.

There's actually 2 hours to go but I just can't relax.

Hence, its time for me to go!

Wish me all the luck ya! And to those who're having exam today, good luck =)

Thinking back.

I guesses I was too tired, decided to take a short break when all the memories that I had kept somewhere came rushing out.

I remembered the day I know you, I was all down when someone make a joke out of us at the end of the night. I thought it was just a joke & you guys were strangers but a few months later, you proved me wrong. The joke wasn't a joke. I was shocked when I bumped into you a few months later which wasn't a coincidence according to you.

It started off really sweet & it might had been more if it wasn't what happened. Regrets? I don't think so but there's time I wonder how it will ends up if I & you were together instead of just friends but a little more. The feelings were clear, the intention was not. Contacts were cut off & for the few months, I knew so much more about you, about your past. Fate brought as back, but we were never more than friends. Maybe that's the way it was supposed to be. I remembered when everything starts getting out of control & you told me what you think. That's the time when I realised you had grew up, instead of running away like you use to do. I'm glad we're still friends now & it had been really long since then =)

Some things which are not meant to be is better to be leave it that way. You brought me back to life at that moment & thanks for every little things you did despite all the lies you told me. I appreciate every little things and though the lies did hurt, I understand what lies behind the lies. I'm glad we're never more than friends.

It had been so long =)