For God's sake.. I'm fucked up.. I feel stressed.. Emo.. Everything.. Long story..

And where the fuck is my god-damn cardreader.. I dun have it to upload pics from my phone..

Which make me dun feel like blogging..

Everything is going wrong..

From family to everything..

For once in my life..

Can everything just settle down bit?

My finals is startin' 2moro... 1st paper.. Media Studies =)
Then...
Another paper on the day after 2moro.. Management *I can't fail this subject!!!!*
Then...
It's a week of holidays *yippee*
Then..
My last paper.. (which is the subject I hated the most) aCcoUnt!!! I seriously hate this subject.. Oh Gosh!!!

But by the time I'm finish wid this paper (and pass it) then I can stay away from account forever & ever amen...

Wheeee... Many people's burfday is coming up too.. I got my darling's.. Got Ken a.k.a. Panda =P.. Got my honey's.. Plenty plenty more.. July lagi worst.. Dun wanna think about it =P

Serious shit.. I can't wait for the finals to end.. Then I'm gonna.. Guess what?????? Nahh.. Not having fun.. Not partaying.. I'm gonna sleep 9 9.. "I tell you ahh.. Is really damn 7 9 9 that one you know!!!" Lolz.. Anywayz.. I can't wait for darling kay to be back.. Actually Kay refers to Sek Kee.. But her cantonese is Kay ma =P.. Darling.. Be back faster k??? We go yamcha.. Then talk talk talk talk talk talk talk & talk like nobody's business..

Btw.. My lappie is repair.. So I'm gonna upload some pics after my 2 papers which will be this weekend.. Muackz.. Wish me luck ya???

Announcements..

Hey there mwah frensss... I know this blog can be certified dead due to NO UPDATES at all.. Just to inform you guys.. My lappie went haywire again.. And my finals is next week.. Busy with studying, assignments, revision, no time to online summore.. You guys can see I dun even login to my friendster account.. But I still do go out sumtimes as Carter is back *I miss him* Gg.. Lolz.. Kidding kidding.. Dun misunderstood k?? There's some candid pics I took while studying & clubbing & wid frens.. Will post it when I finish my exams k? Oh ya.. And I'M F***ING SICK.. Still sick.. Flu & cough not cured yet =C Panadol activfast is earning lots due me this "setia" customer =D

Take k guys.. Love ya all & miss ya all.. *This is dedicated to those I had not seen for some time*

Call me if you guys wanna contact me k? Cox wouldn't be online much or blogging much till after finals^^!

XOXOXO - Cris...

我不配-周杰伦

For those bananas fren that I have who asked for my beloved song's pin yin.. Here it is =) I still love this song.. Sum things neva change =)

这街上太拥挤
zhe jie shang tai yong ji
太多人有秘密
tai duo ren you mi mi
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
bo li shang you wu qi zai bei yin cang guo qu
你脸上的情绪
ni lian shang de qing xu
在还原那场雨
zai huan yuan na chang yu
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
zhe xiang nong tai guo wan qu zou bu hui gu shi li

这日子不再绿
zhe ri zi bu zai l�
又斑驳了几句
you ban bo le ji ju
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
sheng xia ban kong hui yi de wo zai da fang zi li
电影院的座椅
dian ying yuan de zuo yi
隔遥远的距离
ge yao yuan de ju li
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
gan qing mei you dui shou xi ni gen zi ji xia qi

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
hai lai bu ji zi zi xi xi xie xia ni de guan yu
描述我如何爱你
miao shu wo ru he ai ni
你却微笑的离我而去
ni que wei xiao de li wo er qu
[/A]

[B]
这感觉已经不对
zhe gan jue yi jing bu dui
我努力在挽回
wo nu li zai wan hui
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
yi xie xie ying gai ti tie de gan jue wo mei gei
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
ni du zui xu de yuan wang hen bei wei zai tuo xie
是我忽略你不过要人陪
shi wo hu lue ni bu guo yao ren pei

这感觉已经不对
zhe gan jue yi jing bu dui
我最后才了解
wo zui hou cai liao jie
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
yi ye ye bu ren fan yue de qing jie ni hao lei
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
ni mo bei wei wo diao guo ji ci lei duo qiao cui
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配
er wo xin sui ni shou zui ni de mei wo bu pei
[/B]

repeat A, Bx2

Monday - Wednesday - Thursday.. Uh uh.. 3 nites this week over at Bar Celona.. Grrrrr.. Yesterday sucks.. Not the songs though =) The songs were nice.. Spend sum time over at Segafredo *hope I didn't spell it wrong* eating a salad.. Ya.. That's only wat I should eat now =C & doing my assignment =) Everybody was like so happi chatting, fooling around & I just gotta do my assignment.. Went into Bar Celona.. Didn't really club much.. Not into it.. Was just sending greeting all around.. But oh gosh.. Elaine was wild =) Went home early =) Not gonna stay till it close.. Too late dyz.. Got assignment rush summore.. Fui yoh!!!

Assignment assignment.. After next Tuesday *which is when my last assignment is due* it's all about studying & revising for exam dy!! Gotta work hard!! If not dad's gonna kill me.. Sobx.. I seriously hate assignments =C It's like a torture for students send from God =P But in my case.. The God is referred to Monash.. No offense to those who's religious.. I'm brought up as a free-thinker =P But Wednesday nite was fun =) Met up wid Elvin & sum of his frens.. Ken, Bryan, Fung, Elaine, Ah Sa & sum others was over there too =) Piggy headed me.. Got back my perfume & stuffs from Elvin but left my I/C wid him =-=!!

Saturday rave's.. Hrmmm.. Anybody going????

Mui's new hair..

So sis came over to Sunway & dragged me to Cuckoo Saloon.. Sam & Billy's new partnership.. Over at ss 15.. And the waiting begans.. Snap sini sana.. She reached like 5 sumthing.. Finished at 9 sumthing.. Kesian me.. Who got nth to do.. Lucky Bryan drop by.. Buahahaa.. If not might be dying dy.. The process of her hair.. No pics while she doing treatment & cutting though..

Down.. Final product.. Red sial.. I think my mom will get heart attact when my mom see her.. My parents so not up for this modern style.. My mom alwayz said she's the extreme one.. Haha.. I agree =D

And.. After Bryan viewed my blog.. He complaint that there's no pic of me & him.. Serious lar.. I didn't take much pic wid him also.. Maybe is the fact that I see him everyday sudah lose the feeling of wanna capture him in pic.. Haha.. So we agree the next time we go out.. Dun wanna dance.. Dun wanna drink.. Apa pun tak mau.. Only snap snap snap.. Buahahhaa.. Rite Bryan??? But I found this one pic.. Eiei.. I remember dy lar.. In my older post got me n you de pic also lar.. Lolz...

Brief updates & sum pics!!

Been MIA for a period of time.. Busy due to assignments.. 2 down.. 2 more to go.. Buahahaa.. Meanwhile I dun feel like bored you guys out wid my nanny stories.. So I decided to try my best to use pics to tell you the "happenings" Hehee.. Actually I'm very lazy to write.. Imagine you had been doing 2 2k words essay.. Brainjuice pun dah kering la bang!

The picture above was taken last nite.. Friday 9th May 08 over at Maison.. Meet 2 new darlings.. Esther and Evelyn.. Kinda fun to hangout wid despite the lack of crowd but I find it kinda comfy compared to packed up places! Bryan is effing drunk.. & Herman took videos of it.. Very very very the funny.. I wonder if I should post it up.. But.. He'll kill me.. You won't rite?? Gg.. Anyway had fun.. I was driving Bry's car.. Then he was like effing noisy as he wanna eat fat chicken.. End up going Old Town over at my area.. &.. He fell asleep there!!

The pics ABOVE & BELOW.. Hehee.. This was taken during our girlie trip to One-Utama.. Hehee.. Me, my dear dear Ying *love her love her love her.. best best* and her boi, Chris.. Haha.. Went makan.. Chit chat.. Then shopping =D And then moviee.. Gg.. The pics taken using Chris's new phone.. Kinda nice =P She's just one out of a zillion???

Mui's back!!! But only for holidays =C Anyway brought her over to club in Bar Celona.. She was too in need for it dy.. Haha.. Maybe being stuck in the wild for a few months could do that to people.. Anywayz.. This is my favourite picture out of all we had taken in the past.. The love in us.. The kiss that we share.. Well.. In case you guys are wondering.. She & Gillian is both the best.. Besty out of all the best I have which aren't alot.. =P Still she's been my effing small sista for like 11? 12? 13 years?? Bah.. Think about it..



KungFu Panda, Gadis Tudung, Fishy fishy *named by Ken*, Doreen

Anyway this pic above & below are all jus random pictures that I found in my camera.. There's still alot of pics anywayz.. From Bar Celona, from Bamboo 9, from Ruums, from Ken's studio, from all the places we went lar.. Imagine going out for everyday of the week.. & drinking our way through it.. Which is.. Really.. Unhealthy!!! Oinkss ^oo^"

Brief updates.. I'm lazy =P

I'm exhausted.. Seriously.. Gonna go back to my home in Cheras... &.. DROP DEAD!!! Off phone n everything.. Who knows.. I might =P

Monday.. Nth much.. Classes & everything.. Assignment finally done!! Surprisingly.. Nick & Kiat Thai called up.. Went yamcha.. Buahahahaa.. Lots & lots of catch up.. Old peeps neva die =P

Tuesday.. Find Bryan & Ken & others yamcha.. Yamcha dy.. Say wanna sing K.. End up.. Going Flam.. Going Coco Banana.. Going Bar Celona.. They said they wanna have sum drinks?? *as if we haven't have enuff* And some stories happened.. Will post it in another blog.. Wanna do all the bitching & swearing.. Jk jk..

Wednesday.. Went Ruums.. Some frens burfday.. Drank like mad.. Due to the "happening" during Tuesday.. Wednesday nite.. I was gone.. Seriously gone.. Walking in the swaying way.. Vomitted & everything..

Thursday.. As usual.. Ken's working day.. Went over to Bar Celona again.. & I feel so dead now.. But thx to Bryan.. For all the chatting & stuff.. He cheers me up.. Hahaa.. Nice guy =) On my way on falling for him.. As best buddy =D!!!!

I finally got some pics from Ken's hp.. Will post it next..

Love ya guys.. To Ken.. Sleep well.. Haha.. To Bryan.. Stop skipping class & club lesser, sleep more.. To Fung.. It's your off day.. So.. Enjoy =)!

I HATE ACCOUNTS!!!

Seriously.. I feel that account comes from another galaxy.. Way out of our milky way.. & the people who understands it are probably aliens?? *no offence to those who love account as if it's their life* But as the main cause of my emo & stress & unhappiness & everything negative, I'm so not going to forgive account.. I can't wait for the sem to end *all I wan is jus a pass* then I'll move on wid my life & 4get account =D

Updates updates.. No pics though.. I left my camera at my room.. Went Millenium Hotel for dim sum yesterday as usual.. Stu Kong makes me try the new dishes which isn't on the menu yet which is so yummylicious.. Then we chit chat bit.. Catch up bit while all the other chef bzbzbz.. Then we decided to go try out other chef's dimsum sum othertime!! Tired of our both taste dy =P He suggested Chynna since he said his friend had left and the new chef over there came yamcha over here that day so he wanna go try it out.. Elvin.. You okay wid it?? Time for you to serve me.. Buaahahhaaa.. Owhh.. Other suggestions is like "Chui Heng" which serves local dimsum & lots of snacks and appetizers in a Hongky style.. Or maybe Ritz Carlton which hrmmm ok ok only ba??

Went visiting my grandad after that.. I nearly cried.. He looked so fragile & everything.. Anyway might be going to Seremban next week b'cox he said that our grandaunty is currently in Seremban hosp, last stage of cancer.. Aiks.. Not having lots of memories wid her.. So.. I'm being evil all the time & think of the yummy beef noodles they have over there.. Back home.. Stress assignment.. Dinner.. Drove back to Sunway.. Went to meet up wid Bryan, Eunice, Ken, Winson, Quennie, Herman over at Pyramid.. Idiotic Ken ordered so much food over at Dragon-i then went ice cream after that summore.. Fuiyoh.. No wonder he's so fat.. Ken still calls me a fish >.<" He said I look like those fish inside Spongebob Squarepants??? Do I look that "putih"??? Lolz..

Okay, here's the potong part.. We decided to watch Forbidden Kingdom.. Headed over to TGV, got the tickets for the 8:45 p.m. show.. Went inside to the cinema.. There was like no show, no screening, no sound.. So we started crapping.. Then the worker announce sumthing bout a problem they are facing.. So we waited still.. 9:10 p.m. The advertisements and preview is finally on.. But.. NO SOUND.. Then the sound came.. Then off.. Then on again.. Then.. The light started to dim to signify the starting of the film.. NO SOUND!!!!! It's already like 9:45 as we watched the beginning part of it.. Hoping that the sound will eventually come..!!!

Went out.. Long Q.. Everybody is bout getting refund, going to GSC, some exchanging the tickets for other show time.. Grrrr.. Anyway saw Kenji after that.. He's another story.. Such a player.. Sucker! And.. Ken looks like the fighting panda or the kungfu panda.. LOLS!! LALALALA... Imagine Master K looking like the funny cute fat panda on cinema.. LMAO!!!

Gotta run.. Assignment due like in 6 hours.. Oh gosh..

I HATE ACCOUNT!!!!

Healing..

I woke up 2day, feeling like the world had come to an end.. Pathetic rite??? Went breakfast wid parents after emo-ing on my bed for a whole 2 hours!! Gosh!! Came back.. Decided to start on my account's assignment *which I'm still getting nowhere* Couldn't concentrate.. So I grab my laptop & everything I need & headed out to 太子 cafe over at Sedaya.. Sat there, start doing assignment.. Got stuck.. When Nen called me up.. It's like.. GodSENT!!! Decided to meet up over at Station 1.. Went over there around 1 sumthing..

We started chitchatting & crapping like crazy.. Till 5 sumthing.. He made me think bout lots of things.. Mind start clearing up.. Went home.. Then went to visit my granddad who's in hosp.. Dinner after that wid my parents.. Talked bout my plans going to Aus.. Talked bout my future.. Talked bout my bro who's over there & his plans.. Till now, I had no idea on when I'll go over to Aus.. It's all up to me, my parents said so.. Drank wine wid my dad.. Came home late..

Gillian came over & fetch me & went yamcha over at 茶屋.. She always know when I needed her the most.. Talked talked talked.. Or should say I was singing over there.. Thinking sum stuff over.. & I feel much better now.. I finally came face to face wid it.. Glad =) It will take sum time for me to get you out of my heart completely.. But I'm rdy to be frens wid you if you wan it..