Messed up inside out still.

The end of my holidays was spent on a last minute vacation to Kuantan. A final break for me before I'm to face the books & lectures, a time for me to let all the deep random thoughts flit all over my mind, a time for me to let all my emotions flow the way it wants to before I bottled all of it up & concentrate on what I'm supposed to concentrate on. So many things had happened during this short duration of CNY & it remind me once again on how cruel the society & people can be. Face the fact, nobody is perfect & nothing is going to be perfect but try viewing it from a different perspective might lighten things up & make it look prettier.

Looking around me & all that had happened to me & my precious ones, sometimes its just so terrifying to see how fragile is most of these days relationships. And it is also shocking to see how crazy people can be, so illogical, so uncontrollable, so daring, in the name of love. Some people say its all because of love. Some people say its plain craziness. Is love a power so big, big enough to drive someone out of their own mind & do unexplainable things? I stick to my own believe, a believe that says loves is one of main reasons why so many beautiful things happens in life, that loves is one of the factor responsible for all the beautiful memories we had.
At the same time, it is undeniable that love is one thing that will hurt the deepest. So deep at times that I had known people say death would be preferable, an escape route for the process of hurting & healing from it. I had never agree that death would be the wise choice, the correct choice no matter what happened but its undeniable that love could hurt a person that deep that it drives the people mind & they became another being on its down, a soulless walking corpse. But one thing is for sure, we always come back for more. Love is definitely something we can never get enough & will always crave for more.
Life's a cycle. That's for sure. Love is one too. You fall in love, then you falled out of love. First you get to feel like you're one of the happiest person on Earth, then you feel like you're one of the saddest person on Earth. The hurts comes in & through the process of hurting & healing, you learn your own mistakes & learn another lesson on love. Then you learn how to love again based on your own experience, and most important, your heart. And one day, you will learn how to truly love a person with everything you have & vice-versa & that's the day you found your other half.
But till the day you are to find your own soul mate, I guess its about waiting & learning, living your life to the fullest, trying to live it to the minimum regrets & thinking of "what-ifs". Life goes on & people get into relationships, get out of it & move on & then get into new relationships. Some people might be tired of getting into relationships, unsure if the other person is "the-one", just wanting to meet the next one & hope that its "the-one". But avoiding love, avoiding getting into a relationship just because you're tired or unsure is a risk of losing the chance to find out if the other person is ever the one. There's something that will remain unknown if you never try.
I had been people who rushed into relationships that everybody disagree on, that everybody didn't support & oh well, miracles happens & it just prove to the people around how wrong they are. Sometimes, trust your own instinct, trust your own heart, following your own words. At the same time, I had seen people where the other half, had shown them the ugly side, had told them the truth & yet, they choose to remain in the relationship, clinging onto it so hard even though the other half had let go of it. They choose to be stuck in a dark hole they create for themselve, stuck their head in it, blind themselve in the darkness & imagine their own bliss.
After all the random thoughts I had said above, I came to no answer yet. But I choose to believe that someday, somewhere out there, there will be my other half standing, waiting for me like how I had been waiting for him. I choose to believe love as one of the most amazing things that can happen in life, one of the most beautiful blessings God had given to us. To all the single people out there, please don't give up or be afraid to love. To all the couples out there, learn to appreciate the other half standing in front of you, remember to love with everything you have, love like you had never hurt before. Do not leave a regret for the future or a chance to wonder "What if I had love more?"

Remember always: "The more you give, the more you take"

Happy Chinese Valentine people. And a final time to say Happy Chinese New Year in the year of Tiger.

Loves ♥

Everything & nothing.

As most people know, I wasn't around much in KL for the past 3 weeks. Was spending most of my time first in Kota Kinabalu then flew back to Hong Kong for the Chinese New Year. Some people was telling me how nice it was to be on a vacation, but I actually had other meaning for this two trip & for the period when I was away in KL. Things hadn't been that smooth for some time & this two trip was more like an escape route for me & at the same time, to get my mind sorted out, more or less.

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The first stop was the land of Mother Nature where I spent most of my time in the slow moving city surrounded by the beach, the ocean & the sun.
Then I flew back to the hectic land, where people was always rushing somewhere, doing something, getting myself surrounded with the grey metal buildings & a same yet different ocean.
And yet, in this city filled with millions of people cramped into this small space, I could still the loneliness, the emptiness. It is surprising on how low I could get, how utterly alone I could be when I was in the crowd.
But deep in my heart, I know there is this few person who would be there for me no matter where life leads me to in the future. The few person on earth who love me unconditionally, who taught me when I was wrong & encourage me when I fall. The few person who I call my family.
Looking at the happy couple, my brother & my sister in law who got married on September last year, I wonder if one day, I would get the chance to find me other half & spent the rest of my life with him. Sometimes, I do worry deep down that my other half wasn't out there & I'll end up alone like how we are born into the world, alone. I wonder how it feels like to be the bride, how it feels like to have your other half shower you with unconditional love & promise to spent the rest of their life with you despite poverty & death.
And at most of my trouble times, I mostly ended up either sleeping it away, or trying my best to blow everything away by yakking to my few most precious friends. God had been kind enough to me, to shower me with a family, although imperfect, but who cares for me & a few really good people who I could call them as my friends.
After all the sleeping, yakking & crying, given enough time, I could put back a smile on my face. Some things really take times to cure. They say time is one of the best medicine, especially for emotional scars. I agree. But sometimes when it is too much, or I feel really lost myself, couldn't find the answer for the million of mysteries we face in life, I close my eyes & try to feel without thinking. Some answers are never meant to be logical. Somethings just happen & its unexplainable. Like love. At the same time, I try to achieve peace with myself. Cos all the conflict I face outside is tiring enough. Conflict within oneself is an additional torture. How could you expect others accept you for who you are when you yourself is conflicting over who you are? Same goes for love. If one does not even know how to love oneself, then the one doesn't know how to love another being. Someone special to me use to tell me this in the past. How true it is.
Maybe this is life. After much disappointment, I still choose to believe in miracle & wish for it to happen. Hope is one of the element that keeps life going when you're going through the bumpy side of life.
Like fishes in the ocean, we go through the same basic life cycle. There's competition, there's birth, there's death, there's life. And I do wonder, do they feel as much as we do? Or maybe they are more simpler than we humans are? Some times I had to really agree that some of the problems we human face are problems we brought to ourself by our so-called-more-developed-brain.
Try viewing life from a different point. Nobody is the ever the reason why the earth is still spinning. The earth never revolve around a single person, never in history, never now, never in the future. Earth wouldn't be Earth if there's only a single life. When I was up there alone, I looked down & realized how tiny I'm. Literally.
At the end of this post, I would love to wish all the people out there, a Happy Chinese New Year again. Take this time of the year, to show appreciation to the people who matters. The one whom we call as our friends, our family, our other half. Do not live a life where at the brink of death, you flashes back & realize you lead a meaningless life filled with nothing but regrets & mistakes.

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[This was a random post with bits of my thoughts here & there. Pictures are randomly selected from a few occasions & time written somewhere. Its confusing but its what I'm thinking at the moment.]

Greetings from Hong Kong♥

One of the most important season greeting to all the people out there:

♥ Happy Chinese New Year ♥ Gong Xi Fa Cai ♥

Actually I'm in a rush to pick up my cousins so I'll just keep the greetings short eh? May all you people wishes come true! I'm back to Hong Kong for the CNY & the weather is grey & chilly. But the people of Hong Kong never fail to make this festive season to be a bright success. And for me? I'm just happy that they decided to open up all shops until 12 a.m. last night & 1 a.m. tonight! Woots! But I had managed to spend a frigging lum sum of 4k last night in a single day on my shopping & food & drinks etc. There goes all my savings & money I work for during the summer. So I can't wait for my ang paos aka red packets tonight! I'll just keep it short shall I? Can't wait to be back in KL too ♥

Greetings from the dim sums & polo buns in Hong Kong!

And of course me & my alcohol lover ♥ *I tell you, drinking in Hong Kong is one of the cheapest thing to do! Da yum! Hoegaarden is cheap.. Blue Girl aka my favorite Hong Kong beer is even cheaper!*

To those who are driving back to hometown, drive safe. To those who are with the family, never fail to show them your love & care. To those who couldn't be with theirs, take the initiative & pick up the phone/go online & talk with them. To those who are already getting the CNY party started, go GAMBLE & DRINK you way like a true Chinese!

♥ Much loves♥ Happy CNY ♥ Hugs&Kisses ♥

A little something for two of you ♥

My trip to Kota Kinabalu this time was not as long as I would had like it to be because I had to fly back to Hong Kong for the Chinese New Year but nevertheless, this trip had been a meaningful one, a memorable one because the two special lovelies I had over there. Maybe this trip would not had meet the definition of "fun" & "memorable" for many people out there with its lack of activities but when I say its meaningful & memorable, I truly mean it. The time I get to spend with Charlotte & Soo, the heart2heart conversation I get to had, the hug & shoulder they offer to me, the trust & care they put in me is enough to engrave this trip lifelong in both my mind & heart.

This is a little gift for the two of you, Charlotte Wong & Soo Siaw Vun. It does not worth a single buck but a little something from my heart to the two of you ♥ *click on the picture to enlarge it to read the words*
♥ Charlotte dear ♥
♥ Honey Soo ♥
♥ Charlotte ♥ Soo ♥ Cristine ♥
And this is the last place I went to in Kota Kinabalu before I left for the airport, the Sacred Heart Cathedral. I did a little prayer & said my thanks to God for I'm feeling blessed, for having meet all of you in my life & for everything I had. And in there, I made a wish too. And I choose to have faith.
And in the airport & plane, I saw a miracle. Maybe its a sign. Or maybe its just nothing. But it means a lot to me.

♥

Xmas Eve @ Bambo9♥

This shows how inefficient I can be. A Christmas Eve post when its going to be Chinese New Year soon but I have even much much older pictures compare to this & I'm going to talk about it someday. Well, not much plan for Christmas, was planning to sleep it away since I had work on that day & was really exhausted with work. You guys must be thinking "What is there to be tired about when all you do is sit in a comfortable air-conditioned room from 9 - 6??" Oh well, its not the physical tired but the mentally exhaustion too from facing the computer for overrated hours! Was on my bed when this dear of mine called & its someone I never say NO to. One friend who love me a lil' too much, a friend who will cry for me when I'm the unhappy one & be there for me, showering me with unlimited love & care whenever I fell. And this time, its my turn to do the same for her. For someone who had just got off a frigging emotional rollercoaster, she's a very strong one! Applause for my dear♥ *claps..cheers..* So Bambo9 @ TTDI it is!

All the pictures are courtesy of my dear's camera so oh well, very very low quality with very chao tut & messed up look of mine. Seriously, I was in pajamas & on the verge of falling asleep so all I did was changed & headed out. Nothing was done to my messed up hair/exhausted face. But I brought my soul & body along.. So oh well!!

I had no idea where I was looking @ that time weih!

Gillian ♥ Cristine ♥ Song

I make a wish on Xmas. Will it come true eh?
And then I decided to go cuckoo to put a smile on my loved one's face.
But the best medicine would be a big kiss & a big hug♥

A red wine session with you after the Bambo9 session. Heart2heart talks with the wine & a shoulder to lean on when I desperately needed one makes this Xmas Eve perfect.

♥

Peace please?

I paid a visit to this hidden beach today. Its definitely no tourist spot & with the raging sun in the noon, there's not a single soul at the beach with the exception of one or two cars parked in the shaded area. I had been here only once in the past but it managed to leave deep memories in me. Drove here alone, parked & got down, found myself a spot facing the ocean & somehow, it got me thinking but all the thoughts & memories just flashed through my mind, never stayed for long & before long, my brain became an empty, blank piece. A feeling of peace washed over me, something I hadn't been feeling for long, even though it only last for a precious 10 minutes before the brain starts working again. There's so many unanswered question, unsorted problems waiting for me. I'm determined to sort out this messed up life of mine.

Greetings from KK, Sabah ♥

Woots! This will be my 5th time to Kota Kinabalu in like 2 years+ duration! And the air still smell so sweet, the ocean still so alluring, the environment still so lovely & with every breath I take, it just makes my heart go pumping faster! Nope, I'm not exaggerating, I'm seriously in ♥ with this place & even my KK friends are wondering when I'll just buy a house & move over for good *too bad, I don't have the $$ to do it even though I wanted it much* or just find a husband over here & get married *& that's not going to happen anyway* Anyway am quite busy for the 1st & 2nd night here due to Charlotte Wong who insisted on drinking *I think getting drunk on the 1st night I'm here is becoming a habit/culture/pattern/etc.*. Been drinking for 2 nights in a row now & sent Charlotte off to her trip *thanks God, break from drinking* & will continue the drinking when she's back on the 6th woots! Will be doing the usual, eating, hanging out, sleeping, waste hours doing nothing beside the sea for these few days..

Beside the attraction [the ocean, the beach, the drinks] that KK had to offer me, the most important reason for me to be here would be these two!

My honey ♥
And my dear ♥
And these time, I brought no pressies over beside my heart, my brain, my mouth & my ear. That should be more than enough right babes♥?

And no worries, I'm still missing my KL peeps! Can't wait for CNY to get the gambling & drinking rolling.

Loves♥♥♥

Shay's Day ♥

The whole story below is actually an email I had received & kept at my mailbox for a year & I read it this morning again & I decided its a story worth sharing. Its really meaningful & touching to me as well. Although its a bit long, please take some time off to read it if you can. It takes only a lil' bit from everyone to make a huge lot of difference. Most of my friends who are in my email contact's would probably had receive a mail from me this morning but for those who haven't, take a look at this. A simple thought can make a big difference & make he world a much better place.

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At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question:

'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection.

Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do.

Where is the natural order of things in my son?'

The audience was stilled by the query.

The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mentally and physically disabled comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.'

Then he told the following story:


Shay and I had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball. Shay asked, 'Do you think they’ll let me play?' I knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but as a father I also understood that if my son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps.

I approached one of the boys on the field and asked (not expecting much) if Shay could play. The boy looked around for guidance and said, 'We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning.'

Shay struggled over to the team's bench and, with a broad smile, put on a team shirt. I watched with a small tear in my eye and warmth in my heart. The boys saw my joy at my son being accepted.

In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs but was still behind by three.

In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove and played in the right field. Even though no hits came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as I waved to him from the stands.

In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay's team scored again.

Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat.



At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game?

Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat. Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible because Shay didn't even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball.

However, as Shay stepped up to the plate, the pitcher, recognizing that the other team was putting winning aside for this moment in Shay's life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least make contact.

The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed.

The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards Shay.

As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow ground ball right back to the pitcher.

The game would now be over.

The pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman.

Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game.

Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the first baseman's head, out of reach of all teammates.

Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, 'Shay, run to first!

Run to first!'

Never in his life had Shay ever run that far, but he made it to first base.

He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled.

Everyone yelled, 'Run to second, run to second!'

Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it to the base.

B y the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball. The smallest guy on their team who now had his first chance to be the hero for his team.

He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher's intentions so he, too, intentionally threw the ball high and far over the third-baseman's head.

Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home.

All were screaming, 'Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay'

Shay reached third base because the opposing shortstop ran to help him by turning him in the direction of third base, and shouted, 'Run to third!

Shay, run to third!'

As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams, and the spectators, were on their feet screaming, 'Shay, run home! Run home!'

Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the grand slam and won the game for his team

‘That day', said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face, 'the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world'.

Shay didn't make it to another summer. He died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making me so happy and coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day!



AND NOW A LITTLE FOOT NOTE TO THIS STORY:

We all send thousands of jokes through the e-mail without a second thought, but when it comes to sending messages about life choices, people hesitate.

The crude, vulgar, and often obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but public discussion about decency is too often suppressed in our schools and workplaces.

If you’re thinking about forwarding this message, chances are that you’re probably sorting out the people in your address book who aren't the ‘appropriate’ ones to receive this type of message. Well, the person who sent you this believes that we all can make a difference.

We all have thousands of opportunities every single day to help realize the ‘natural order of things.'

So many seemingly trivial interactions between two people present us with a choice:

Do we pass along a little spark of love and humanity or do we pass up those opportunities and leave the world a little bit colder in the process?

A wise man once said every society is judged by how it treats it's least fortunate amongst them.

My thoughts. My words. My decison.

Been doing lots of "chit-chatting" these days, where its deep heart-2-heart talks or blowing water. The last conversation I had would be the one with Nen, who told me the shocking news regarding his mom & her current condition. My advice would still be the same "Take the next flight out of Penang & take a taxi to the hospital now". What about the consequences of this action huh? My answer would be "To hell with it!".

Some of you people might think I'm a very rush-headed person. Might think it would be better if I take a deep breath & think properly before putting it into action. In fact, its true, that would be much better than just rushing into things. But life is never that way, time will never stop ticking, waiting for you & your precious decision to be made & then only the actions take place. By the time your decision is made, it might already be too late. I'm sorry to say, but I lose faith with the words "It's never too late for anything". I use to be one who will sit & think first, the calm one, but after all I had been through, I had learn the hard way that not all situation will allow me to do that & it leaves me with regret. I don't have much regret in my life but I do have a few which was due to "I was too late". Please judge & act accordingly to the situation. It differs.

Which leads me back to me & some troubles I had been facing these days. I'm grateful for all the precious advice my friends had given to me & I had think it through. I'm sticking to my decision, even though I myself know its dumb & what the risk is & how it would probably end up as but I know, if this remain, I might be happy for today, tomorrow, next week or maybe even next month but still, at the end, I know it leads to my own grave as well. I had decide to take action then to sit aside & enjoy what I have now although this action will put me at high risk losing what I have now but if its meant to be mine, it will be. If its not, one day, all these will leave me too. I will accept all the consequences that this action will leads to. I don't want to leave it as something I'll regret later on.

Life is too fragile, no matter how much you precious it. You never know what happen the day after & you will never know. The pain might be unbearable, but the pain is a process which you must go through in life, a process that will shape who you are going to be in the future. I'm afraid of this pain, I had been through it before & know how it feels like, it feels like I'm in hell, or maybe even worst than that. I know some might think I'm foolish, risking myself to all this pain when it is avoidable but I had decided that this would be the time I would try once more, risking the "fake" happiness I have now for the "true" happiness. I don't want to stay in this grey area any longer. It is torturing me.

I know the worst consequences & the probability of it turning out to be that way but maybe I'm just hoping for that teeny-weeny 1% of miracle again. For one last time, I choose to believe in miracle, wishing it to happen on me.

Always remember, life is too fragile, please try to live it with the minimal regrets.

Super rawsome weekend ♥

This weekend happens 3 weeks back & it definitely hit one of my best weekends. Many of my beloved was back, no dramas, no fuss, nothing bad. I want more weekends like these pleaseeeee? *praying hard* And the best part *or maybe not* is I took a day off work on Friday because one of the beloved is only back for 3 days & free on the day itself. And I could sleep in till noon for the weekday hence the weekend started on my Thursday night, which was the night I went spoiling myself *& fattening myself* with the Japanese food with my babe & kitty which I had blogged on a seperate post here.

Woke up after sleeping for more than 12 hours, showered, laze around the house, doing nothing much & after preparing myself, I sat waiting for Nen like a moron *was a lil' pissed off at 1st but after hearing his explanation, oh well, I'm fine* so I decided to camwhore lar sikit.

Smiley face ♥
Chu ♥♥
Since Nen was sick, I decided its better for him to get more rest first so I headed to La Bodega @ Pavilion to meet up with my beloved Kenry Lo for wine session. He was craving for a particular red wine *which I ended up falling in ♥ with* & I was craving for ANY red wine *yes, red wine is my life*. Looking at this picture is making me miss him again =C
Choice of food on me, decided to spoil myself even further with foie gras on baguette ♥♥♥
Choice of wine on him, picture too dark but its a medium-bodied-Spanish-wine & it taste really good at a surprisingly low price!
And there's this cute lil' bull at the bottle's neck, dangling there!!

Down the bottle of wine & headed to Zouk to meet up with Nen & Ken & Frenes *there's seriously too much Ken in my contacts* where the sick boy is awake & heading towards to.

The ergh-a-lil-psycho-brothers ♥
Ken & Nen
♥ Frenes, Ken, Nen & Cristine ♥
The only one missing from the picture will be Tung Tung *Ken & Frenes's baby daughter* Maybe we should seriously consider Zoo Negara & Butterfly/Botanic/Bird Park as our next trip weih.
As usual, they do silly stuffs where both of them understand well enough.
And Ken's shoe. Seriously, he's entering camp next month & I'll be in Hong Kong at that time. Argghh. For 2 years? Going to miss him like mad, all of us never realize that this "fun" talk would ended up as reality eh? Work hard Ken!
And I seriously had no idea why would Ken look so fierce. By that time we had left the mainroom & enter to Phuture & I guess it must be the R&B pissing him off.. Or maybe the crowd..
The long-time-no-see-friend, Ken *another one..* spinning for the night =]
The crowded dancefloor which make us run back to mainroom & the moment we stepped into it, the progressive & house makes us into happy children again ♥
Dropped by at Velvet to find Kim. And a random guy from Aussie too where we spend time talking about Australia. Eeeks. Me wanna go back there soon to see my friends, family & coming-soon-niece!
Headed yamcha with my Subang peeps after at Banana Leaf @ Centrepoint. Practically everybody was there. Lol. Evonne, Andrew, Tiong, Juice, Boy, Julian, Mark, Ming Yu, Jee Sern, Ashley, etc... Too many to be listed.
I miss this buddy of mine larh. His sleeping time now completely opposite of mine, the chance of meeting him is so-so-so slim! Mark Tan, if you're reading this, you promise to find me for lunch weih!! Wake up!!
Was planning to do some other stuff but, oh well, ergh better leave it this way. We was trying to be wicked & create a fuss for him maybe? Ended up lim teh till like 5ish or 6ish in the morning? Bed time!

♥

Woke up on Saturday, had some stuff to do during noon & dropped by at One Utama later for quick-bite/late-lunch with Kim & some of her friends in one of my favorite restaurant, BBQ Plaza. Shopped for a few dress after that ♥ Shoooppppiinnggg.. I got a whole list more of things I need to get, anyone in for it?

Me & Kim

Headed back to Subang after, dropped by at Yang's saloon after & had a quick talk with him & Angel. Next round, Zouk *again..* to meet up with Ken *the 3rd Ken in a single post*. Yesh, he's back to KL for a month from South Africa & is currently dominating Pacman @ OUG again *Just had breakfast with him this morning, where he had been awake for the whole night in his Pacman again!!*
Introducing you my notti baby boy ♥ *oh wait, it was 2 years back or maybe 3?* Once was baby boy then. Lol.
One of my very good listener, Sam! Definitely one of the friends to talk to when I need advice or someone to listen to me go yaadaa yaadaa yaaaaadddaaaaaa..
The appointed "photographer" of the day, holding mine & another girl's camera, Benny!
Me & newly single Samantha. She's way much better now compared when I first knew her years ago, where she always seem down & stressed-up in a way.
The 3 of us who danced the night away at the over-crowded dancefloor which make us run away from it after 30 minutes & never returned!
Grumpy me. Must be because I have no alcohol & she have one ♥
Ken♥ Me♥ Samantha♥
Sam' *look damn cool right* & Ben'
Spot the Dj for the night? Yesh, its Ken again ==" Guess he's working in Zouk full time now. Lol!
Pictures courtesy from the other camera, according to Benny, this picture Ken looks like he's some superstar with all the "fans" flocking to him, asking for signature!
And I have no idea why I took this picture, or what I'm supposed to be doing at that time!
Damn cool right this picture, like they are picking some fight or something. Sam & Bao!
The husband & wife. Always so lovey-dovey♥
Some other random shot.
Only one guy was sober enough to realize a picture is being taken!
Part of the crazy OUG group ♥
Another shot of me & Ken. Am going to miss him much when he's back to SA but wait, he gets to watch World Cup this year! Unfair!
It was 3 when this shot was taken but as you people can see, its still so crowded! Nobody wants to end the night! Headed back to Murni after that to join some friends for supper & bumped into Mark, Ming Yu & Ashley again ==" Such a small world. Headed back to the crib after that, had some long talk while fooling around & a very very very good night of sleep. Missing those nights.

Woke up the next day, same routine, Old Town for our breakfast/lunch/high-tea at 5ish in the noon & more long talk. Drove all the way to Midvalley to meet up with Ken again at night for dinner with his family. Get to meet Stacie, she's all grown up compare to the last time I saw it. Overall, the weekend was superb. Can't wait for another one of these amazing weekends ♥

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