Bloody.

*Gasp*

Ya, I literally mean bloody as in the oozing, red disgusting stuff. The bloody red liquid that flows in your body & out of a woman's body every month. Okay, I know period is much more than just blood but I didn't want to start explaining & boring you guys with what period is made off with all my biology facts *I miss my biology & chem classes*.

Why?? Why had it got to be now??

I didn't know much about other girls & I usually didn't experience pain or cramps like most other girls do, mine is a little bit worst then physical suffering. Mine normally came too much for too long & with my body already insufficient blood *I need blood donation*, it increases my risk to faint higher. Even in normal times, I have a very high risk to faint. One minute I'm talking & laughing, the next minute I faint & passed out for a while, then back again. Bunny experienced before in Canai Cafe while he was with me *he thought I was dead o_O* Besides that I'm constantly feeling dizzy. Maybe I should be a vampire & start going around, sucking other people's blood.

And talking about wrong my timing, my last paper is next Monday & in my current status, I can't pump like I previously did. Shit! Wish me luck anyway. I know my blog is pretty boring lately. Can't help it. I'm living a normal-student life now with only studies & examination.

Loves =)

Wait..... Forget to wish everyone around Happy Halloween. Enjoy yourself with this Hallmark event which comes once a year with your friends & dress up the best you could! No Halloween party for me because of exams. Happy Halloween!

Another tag by Constance =="

Crazy tags..

Rules:

The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
Each player answers the questions about themselves
At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog. NO TAG BACKS!

Starting time : 4:03 p.m.

Name : Cristine Cheng Yee Ven
Sisters : Nil
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : 36
Height : 165 cm which was measured last year so I doesn’t really know what’s my height now
Where do you live : Sunday night to Friday afternoon: Sunway. Other than that, Cheras =)

Have you ever:
Fallen asleep at school : Confirm ada & that bad habit stays with me till now.
Broken someone's heart : Sad to say, yeah ==”
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Done that lots of time before.

Who was were the last person;
You danced with : Er, the last person. Let me think. Angel & Catherine.
Last made you smile : Ian Thien Vui Chau, the so called superman ==”
You last yelled at : My mom. I yelled at mom on daily basis. If we don’t yell at one another when we start chatting for more than half an hour, we will feel discomfort. That’s our weird way of showing of love to each other. I love you mom =)

Random
Do you like your hand-writing : No. I once had a teacher who comment that I had the potential handwriting to be a doctor. Figure it out ==”
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : My parents. They have this big big comfy king size bed that is warm & soft.
Are you a friendly person : Yeap.
Do you have any pets : Yeap. I still have my 8 years going to be 9 years old dog with me, Betto =) He’s old now but I still love him besides when he licks places he’s unsupposed to.
What are you doing right now : Answering the 2^nd tag my dear crazy woman Constance had tag me.
Can you handle the truth : I will rather know the truth then being lied. So yes, I can handle the truth no matter what.
Are you closer to your mother or father : Father.
Do you eat healthy : Yeap. My mom made me get used to it.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : My own room, my own bed.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

Fighting with my brother end up getting whacked & go running to my daddy mommy.

Playing “masak-masak”.

Yelling my lungs out for the ice-cream motor or the bread seller whenever they passed by my house.

Playing with my mom’s makeup.

And now the most memorable one, which is constantly soaking myself up with medicine. Understand? I was nearly dead when I was one month old, so end up I was constantly sick till around 12 years old, so its always MEDICINE for me. The doctor got so fed up with me that he gave my mom those ultra big bottle one which they store in clinics not the one they normally gave to the patient.

5 places i have lived in (or am living in) :

Forthress Hill, Hong Kong.

Tai Koo Shing, Hong Kong.

Ketumbar Heights, Malaysia.

Taman Supreme, Malaysia.

Bandar Sunway, Malaysia.

5 people I tag:

Sook Lee

Kay

Yan Sin

Yung San

And whoever who want to do it if you are feeling bored.

1. The person who last tag you is: Constance
2. Your relationship with him/her is: Crazy friend.
3. Your five impression of him/her: High self confidence, notty playful fella, gorgeous, comfortable & crazy!!
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: Taking interview as a excuse to her boss & ended up singing K over at Red Box.
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: “We had a misunderstanding, blah blah blah” which is how we ended up as friends.
6. If he/she become your lover, you will: “We became lesbians o_O”
7. If he/she become your enemy, you will: We once was due to some misunderstanding, so we won’t be that stupid to be enemy once again.
8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: Miscommuncation.
9. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: Sing K & go yamcha^^
10. Your overall impression of him/her is: She’s a very very good girlfriend nia!
11. How you think people around you will feel about you?: Ugly & stupid T_T
12. The characteristics you love of yourself are: I don’t know. I love everything about myself.
13. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are: Hmm. Since I say I love everything about myself, the answer will be nothing.
14. The most ideal person you want to be is: Don’t know. *Bunny is beside me asking to type his name as my ideal person, but the answer is NO WAY*

Migraine.

Woke up at around 4 something in the morning.

The reason?

MIGRAINE.

It was like someone used a huge hammer & whack my head with it. It feels like my skull is cracking open. It goes on till morning.

Doesn't believe me? One day, if you ever had a serious migraine, you will understand my feeling last night.

I think my skull look these way during migraine.

Some time alone.

To all those who had been trying to find me throughout the weekend, I apologize.

I switched off my phone for three days, just switched it back on to find it cramped with miss calls notification & messages. I need some time alone so after my exam on Thursday & a night of sleep, I switched off my phone, needing some time alone from all & everything. The phone is now on again, and I'm back to my study mode for my next exam, Marketing, which is in one weeks away. Wish me all the best. Out of the few days, I didn't sort out much of my own thinking & emotions *yeah, which means I'm still a freaking emo bitch if I study from day till night with the stress* but I managed to gain plenty of rests & mentally ready to cramp & digest Marketing notes & lectures slide into it.

A Song That Sing.

-新不了情-

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何斯守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

It means a lot. Touched the souls of many, including mine.

My dear Gillian's birthday =)

This is a post on 11st September 2008. Yeah, I know its so long ago but I only found the time to upload it now because the pictures were in my another comp, so forgive me XD

A very happy day indeed, its my dear's 19th birthday. Happy birthday dear! She's one of the very few, who was always there for me, been through thick & thin, supporting me all the way, showering me with her love & care. I'm blessed to have a friend like her and I'll do what I could to make her happy like what she did to me.

Her boyfriend, Chris, my fellow friend too XD had his birthday 2 days before her, so they decided to celebrate it with just a few friends again. They came over to BarCelona, so that it was nearer to me to go. It was such a last minute decision, ended up I baked her a cake.

Happy 19th Birthday Dear. Love you lots! Muacks!


My dear with my distorted birthday cake. Sorry, I was really rushing to bake it & 10x to all those who say that they enjoy the cake =)Me & my Dear *loves*
Me & Ikky =D One of my dear other babe. Knew her for some time dy. She's one of the "voice of reason" when you ever needed some.All the girls =) Please, the girl behind is a girl! She might be a tomboy but please don't misunderstand. She's deary to all. Finally, the happy couple, Chris & Gillian =) WooHoo. Chris is a dear friend of mine too in fact, he's always supporting me too. Its good to have your bestfriend's boyfriend as your dear friend too, because then we can always hang out together =D

One of my beliefs.

It was never the outcome that matters.
It is the process that matters.
It is if one has put in all her/his efforts, try her/his best in everything she/he do.
It is if one has done everything he/she can afford to do.
If one has done all the above, the one must realise the outcome is never in her/his power to control.
It is in the power of God & oneself and faith, where time, people, place & all little details matter a lot.
Try one's best & thou shall never regret.


This is one of my own belief for a long time, but sometimes, in reality, it is the outcome that matters but if you think back yourself, the outcome is matter to the people on your side to see, not yourself. You, yourself, is truly the one who gain in the process. I'm feeling down these few days & had been going through lots of thinking on my own. I remember this belief of my own and decided to share it. It is writen by me myself and if there is any mistake in the words, please forgive me.

Dying soon.

Please do not be suprised!

Cristine is dying soon *gasp* O_O

Lol

I can do some serious resting/chilling/relaxing..

Anything that can help me to release my stress & make me once the happy girl!

Help needed A.S.A.P!!

People & communication in between them.

I'm truly, utterly, tired, gone, whatever you guys call it.

These few days had been like, wake up at 10 something, study till I beh tahan end up falling asleep with my book beside me, woke up facing my book & continue to study. It's like a routine/cycle. Gosh. Tommy ended up saying I'm becoming a nerd o_O" *Shut up & go play your golf! Not everyone can study sports & play golf as their interest/studies on daily basis k?* Had been chatting online with lots of friends these few days, especially my darling Kay. She's back in UK, which makes me miss her even more. The saying goes, you never truly appreciate anything until it's gone. Which is kinda true because while she was back, I was super uper busy at that time, ended up telling myself I will find her next week or tomorrow since she's back for 3 months for good. End up I saw her well, quite a few times, but its never enough. Now she's back in UK.

In life, you or I or whoever get to meet 2 kinds of person. One is those who will come & go, in other words, just passing through your life. It doesn't matter if they are your friends or boyfriends. If they are not staying in your life for good, they are just passers-by. Another kind, is those who you met & is staying in your life. It doesn't matter if you know them just for a short while or they had been around for years before you notice them. I had met both kinds of person, learnt hard lessons from them, emotional-wise going up & down like a rollercoaster. Every night before I went to sleep, images of people came to my mind & my mind/heart surprised me. Take Amelia as an example, I'm sadly *filled with regrets* to say, we never get to know each other well enough when we was studying together last year *I miss those times* for some eh hem, private reasons which you woman might know or don't =X But she had been like what a true friend is supposed to be & I'm touched. At the same time, I had another few whom I thought was supposed to be my true friends while I was at Sunway *which was part of the reason* and ended up, they are just people who passed-by, dropping bits of memories here & there, and huge patches of injuries that I got to mend myself. There's much more similar cases that happened in the past like these one. Life's too short to meet enough people who will stay in your life & for me, its a sad case if you happen to meet one & ended up letting them go for people who doesn't matter.

Another thing that came into my mind these few days is about communication between 2 people. Misunderstanding tends to happen on a quite-a-frequent basis between 2 people which leads to arguments, fights, tears, anger, etc. Everyday some friend of mine will come to me & tell me this or that happened. I find myself in similar situations at times too. Ever wondered how you & someone can ended up at this situation? For me, most cases happen due to mis-communication. People tend to assume things like, "Oh I assume he knows it" "I thought it was this & that" etc. Don't keep things in your heart & if you really care for the opposite person whether it's your friend or lover, sister or brother, open up & tell them what you feel & think. Although they might not like it at first, at least they knew how you was thinking & what happen next depends on both of you. If you keep things in your heart, they will never know & misunderstanding might happen.

Loves =)

Moments of cam-whoring =="

Headed over to Avenue K yesterday for Quattro's Lauching. As I had something to do before that, ended up I drove over myself without following Vicky's car like previously planned. I reached there early, ended up waiting myself at the car so decided to camwhore abit lar. Boring sial duduk dalam kereta alone!

Anyway there's one thing that still puzzles me. I thought Quattro's Launching was supposed to be yesterday (Thursday 16-10-2008) but why after I reached there, I received a message saying something like: "Quattro is now officially opened to everyone starting tomorrow!" Uh?! I was there on Thursday, CONFIRM, and it was opened & packed like hell but most of my friends say it open on Friday 17-10-2008. Is Thursday (the night I went on) something opened to friends & media only? I guess so. I didn't know anything about it because Vicky was the one who planned it! Grr. Someone answer me!

Anyway I'm too lazy to upload Quattro's picture yet, there's too many. I'll do it some other time. For now, see this! Lol! Don't laugh! I'm the one who's supposed to laugh only!

My favourite picture out of so many!
Compilations of four pictures together. I'm too lazy to upload it one by one so ended up I put four together.
Looking at God knows where. Obviously in a very fake way posing for camera. Don't blame me, was bored!
Last two =)

What do you guys think? I'm not born for the camera but once in a while, it's fun to camwhore when I'm bored with nothing to do! HoHo!

Of Movies & Life.

Been digging up my old collections of television dramas out to watch while studying recently. I'm not the one who can sit still in front of a book & start studying as if there's no tomorrow. End up, I think the best way is to open up an old set of dramas & watch it. Why old? Well. The first reason will be I appreciate old things whether it is books, dramas, songs, comics, etc. & never get bored of it because I'll only collect it up if I'm interested in it. Second, since I have watched it before, I will not spend all the time watching the drama instead of studying.

I had been bad recently, getting out of track & a little lost. I called Ian this morning & he screwed me up. I'm sorry I lost my temper on you, I really don't mean it & I know you did all that because you care for me *I hope I'm not wrong*. Maybe it might really be because I mix with the wrong person but I'm not going put the blame on the person or use me being stressed up as a excuse. I think no matter what happened, it will be myself who is to blamed because if I hadn't want to do it, nobody can force me to. I'm sorry that I sounded offenced & harsh on the phone but I really understood what you were trying to tell me just now. Thanks baby. & I miss you lots. I'm glad that every time I did something wrong or that would end up hurting myself, you were there to drive me out of my foolishness, correct me, scold me if it's needed, pointing out the truth to me eventhough like you said, you didn't gain anything out of that beside making me sad or angry (or both!). But I really do appreciate it & I'll promise myself & you to try my best to think clearly & further on everything I do next time.

A Journey Called Life. This drama reminds me of consequences of greed, drugs, abortions, alcohols, etc. It is not something that I never know, but just sometimes, I tend to forget about it. A meaningful drama, with the actors repeating the same phrase throughout the movie which I'm sorry I can't type it out here because this computer can't type out Chinese words but I think if the translation is right, it will means the "always having your foot to remain on ground as a person". Do not try to fly in your life. It can be your dreams, it can be your fantasy but if you did things you are not supposed to do in order to achieve your dreams and fantasies, the one that end up getting hurt will be you yourself. Be a "real" person & stay on the reality side & do what you're supposed to do.
I'm not the person who upload every single poster on the movies I had watched but since I upload the other one, I was thinking of uploading this one together with another one "Money No Enough 2", but I can't find the picture for that movie =C Anyway Disaster Movie have nothing that I want to talk about beside it's a very silly film with lots of humor. Watched this movie the other day with Bunny because both of us went to Sunway Pyramid for lunch & didn't want to return so soon to face our books again so we decided to watch a comedy for fun & try to relax for a hour and a half before returning & start hitting on our books again.

Dj Master K aka Ken's blog =)

I'm sure you guys remember who Ken is, if you guys had been keeping track of my blog. There's picture of him in my older posts. He saw me blogging one day & asked me to help him to create a blog *which was a stupid action as I'm bad at blogging myself* but anyway I decided to help him.

So if you're my friend, click on the link below & check out the blog that I made for him.

http://www.deckknights.blogspot.com/

Link it up if you guys feel like it. This blog will be blogged by Ken himself most of the times & I'm only helping him out if he's busy. Thanks thanks.

Loves =)

*Blink Blink* & you'll be flying back to UK =C

Me & my precious darling, Kay.. Loves!!

I'm sad to say out loud that, my darling, Kay, is returning back to UK next Wednesday. Time seems to have pass so fast and *blink blink* she's going back again. I'm gonna miss her lots & lots. Although we don't exactly see each other everyday, but it is comforting to know that if I wanted to see you, I just need to drive over & there you are but when you're in UK, it's like, urghh..

Hence, she decided to gather up the bunch out for tea session over at Fun OK. Hrmm, it had been some time since I had seen my high school friends, the last time was during Yee Yin's farewell. Lots of people who I hadn't met for a long time was there, Billy, Hong Chin, Yin Ying, Jeleine, Su Wen, etc. Did some catching up, played some silly games. It's not something I do often & even the game is different from what I used to play with others, but anyhow, it's fun to do that once in a moment.

The next day, it's Kay, Sook Lee & me *the trio us* out to Gilly Cafe =) We used to be freaking close when we were in primary school, when 3 of us were prefects (amazing right? ME CRISTINE CHENG as prefect) Lol. We spend our time catching up, joking around, taking pictures but deep down inside me, I'm missing Kay more & more although she's still there with me but I can't help thinking she's leaving in a few days time!
Wait for me over at UK k?? I will visit like I promised & we will head over to Italy or Spain for our vacation =)

Pictures time =)

Me, Kay, Su Wen, Yin Ying, Jeleine, San, Choon Fui, Kah Loon, Che Wei, Thian Huat, Hong Chin

(Billy left dy as he gotta go sing?) The whole bunch of us from Seri Suria.. Awhh.. High school time =)

The girls^^

Che Wei kor & me..

The two guys trying to act cute..

Kor trying to act cute.. AGAIN!

Haha.. Game time =) Darling trying to slap Choon Fui.. It's something like a dare game where the chosen ppl gotta do dare.. The dare is kinda mild compared to what I had played outside with other friends, but anyhow.. It's fun =)
Cha Cha dance, tickling movement, piggy-back ride, ear-licking, hair plucking, foot massage..
Kissing & face drawing =)

Me in car, camwhore sikit while waiting for Kay to go over to Gilly Cafe.. Kay bath really long! Ish!

Me & Sook Lee testing on our camera to adjust to the suitable lighting as it's kinda dark there..
The trio =) Kay, Sook Lee & Me
Me & darling!!!!! Sobbxx!!!!
Sook Lee & me... One of my babe =)
Kay & Sook Lee...

Actually there's lots of older pictures that I wanted to upload but it's all over at my laptop & I do not have my charger for my laptop over at home.. So.. Next time then =) Gonna be busy with my last assignment & revision =) Exam coming soon! Gambateh!

Loves =)

Night out with Jenny =)

Jenny surprised me by calling me out to BarCelona, claiming she had been stressed out with all the assignments & studying (which I agree too) so I went along with her & her boyfriend. It's Thursday night which means ladies night and it had been some time since I went to BarCelona. I didn't know any of her friends, which was okay as she was with me most of the time & her boyfriend, and like I said, its Thursday & Ken's spinning over there. Bumped into Wei Lip, Yunda, the Korean bunch like Hestia, Jung Hee and their partners, Jeffrey, etc.

Jenny used to be my high school mate, currently studying over at Monash (her 1st sem!) which means she's my uni mate too =D She & I went way back, when we danced 2gether in some competitions & taught dancing to some younger children too! I miss those times babe!

With Jenny out, I didn't drank like I used to & she was downing the drinks so fast that she was in her dancing spree in no time, leaving me no time to drink but only to dance! We went to all the dancefloor available, dance all the way & my feet hurts! But.. It's fun to be with someone I used to dance with to dance =)

Jenny & Me.. I'm all sweaty.. Hair sticking all over =C
Jenny & her longtime-steady boyfriend, Sou Yee *hope I didn't spell it wrong*

Anyhow.. Darling.. Let's go partay again after our exam k^^?