Currently back in Hong Kong.

I'm currently back in Hong Kong & not gonna be coming back for a few weeks.

Most of you must be asking: What about your class? The answer is I went back before my mid-sem break started & I'm going back only after it has ended.

There is a few things that happened in KL recently that made me feeling kinda down & low, which I didn't blog about due to assignments & stuffs but some close friends do know about it & if you are one & you doesn't know, feel free to chat with me if you ever see me online in MSN. In short, I'm trying to escape/forget/run away/or face it, I don't know what I want from my stay here, but I think is to sort out my own heart & thoughts, & move on.

Meanwhile, it's all about my cousins & family over here. Gabby is getting bigger by day & she's adorable. She makes me feeling all over in love with babies. But I guess I was never out of love with babies.

Loves =)

Phone stolen

For the past few days, many of you had tried to reach me & found me unreachable. My phone had been robbed/stolen by some indian fella called Roy. Suprisingly, he had did these or maybe other things that offence people lots of time that now, some people out there is looking for him. Meanwhile, I had went to Maxis just now & got my simcard back. Hence, you guys can still look for me using the same number. I'm using an old phone of mine now, hence many new contacts are gone. Please update me. Thanks.

Oh, btw, I'm thinking of getting the new Samsung Omnia but it is freaking expensive right now. Aiks! Don't feel like asking my dad to get it for me though, cause he seems to be facing some financial problem of his own now. Gillian & Chris suggested that they will cash in along for my new hp for my birthday gift. It's all about me myself saving lots & lots of bucks now. How sweet of them =)

A lil busy with my assignments now.. No updates till then..

Loves.. & Hatred & daggers to the Roy a.k.a. the fucktard Indian fella who stole my phone.

My weekend^^

Weekend had been a bliss, filled with lots of light chilling around Cheras.. Went to Newway with Jack on Saturday, then off to some saloon as he wants to cut his hair & got my hair wash over there.. The people there can massage really well but too bad, they are bad at blowing hair =C Headed to Gamebox after that, dota time.. Lose 9 9 as usual.. Due to the suckiness in my skill, I think any people who team with me will end up losing.. Arghhh =) Headed home after that & end up staying at home doing nothing but having long talk with Ian..

He pointed out lots of flaws in me which is so true.. Like I said, the flaw is so true & even me myself admit that it's no good to have those kind of attitude & personality as it will harm my future career, relationship, family, everything.. Nobody is perfect in this world, that I gotta admit.. Anyway I can't say I'll try to change as that's me & that's all the flaw that make up for who I am today.. But I'll try to if I can as some flaw really sucks lots!! Aiks.. Hope I can do it =) 10x baby =)

Hrmm.. Sunday night, doing nothing but chilling around at home doing nothing.. Aiks.. Back in Sunway dy, now over at Ken's studio.. Getting sleepy.. Previously I did post a post on Angel & I'm glad to say, thing is getting along well with her.. In fact, she's here with me now over at Ken's studio.. Maybe there is still someone outthere I can call a friend.. I doesn't know what future has in place for me but I guess all I can do is face it with all I have.. For now, I'll appreciate the moments that she & me has to share.. Happy =) Lols.. Card game for now.. Guess I gotta run..

Aiks.. It's gonna be busy for the next 2 weeks for me.. Lots of assignment.. Imagine all 4 of my major assignments due on the same week..!! Oh gosh.. Headache.. Coincidently, Ian's assignments are all due in the same week as me.. Hahaha... I seriously miss Ian now =) It's about 3 over in Melb now, which means it's about time my lovely brother wake up & get ready to work.. At the same time, I think Ian is sleeping like a pig now.. To say I'm a pig.. He's the pig.. Buahhahaaaa...

Loves =)

Btw.. To Steph & Jakalyn (Hope I didn't spell it wrong), life is just too short to waste time over small matters.. Everything that you guys went through, I went before too.. But when everything is over, you guys will think back & laugh back at how silly life can be.. It's a stage everyone goes through & take it as a lesson, an experience.. Steph, just ignore everything k^^? Enjoy the moments you have now with your boyfriend & I'm sure Ken will want it the same way too.. Btw I miss Ken lots! He messaged me the other day from South Africa, he say he miss Malaysia lots & the people over here & he told me that he only tends to miss the people even more when he can't see them.. This will teach him a lesson to appreciate us more.. Cheers =)

Remember..

Remember the happy moments you went through & be grateful of it..
Remember not to stay down over small matters as life is much more than that..
Remember to give everything you have in everything you do..
Remember to appreciate your loves one & cherish them..
Remember to love yourself before you love others.
Remember to look at the half-full side of the coffee instead of the half-empty side..
Remember to look everywhere around you & do not miss out all the people around you..
Remember to look at mother nature & appreciate what God has created for us..
Remember to be yourself & not someone else as life is short & there isn't much time to waste..
Remember to be always satisfied with what you have =)


Didn't know what got to me.. Just feel like listing out some thoughts of mine.. All this thoughts are something that everybody know, but they always tend to forget.. Life isn't that long that we can go waste ourself out.. Live every moment to its fullest & no regrets.. Having regrets wouldn't change the past.. Why not live a better future?

Loves Cris =)

More updates coming up!!

Been really busy lately.. Didn't really get to blog much.. Lots of pics to upload & stuff.. Blahh.. Will get round doing it latest by this weekend.. Been hanging out with Angel, Kam Seng a.k.a my brother =), Siaw Vun a.k.a. my honey who came to my house during the few days holidays.. Lols.. For now.. Here is a picture of me after my ball!!! Lols.. Just feel like camwhoring & took this pic.. I still love curly hair more than straight ones! Can't help it XD


Oh ya.. Btw.. To my ex-teammates in SSS, remember this jersey!?! I miss our basketball times.. My #4 Jersey.. I still prefer this jersey then our dark blue one *although my dark blue one is #7* but still.. This one is nicer & more comfier.. Awhh.. I miss those time.. I'm sure Xue Ying will agree with me!! Hoho.. Gotta run for dinner.. Angel coming over to pick me up..

Loves =) Oh ya.. & lots & lots & lots of *hate* to Ian Thien... Hohoho.. Can't call you dy.. My iTalk card ran out of credit..

Dedicated to my one & only lougong, Chim Yee Yin..

Our lovely highschool time.. Remember how I always love to kiss you & hug you?!? Those hugs & kisses will remain with you..
& this picture is for all the night you spend at my place.. Sleeping & sharing your heart & wearing my cloths.. Lols.. Loves..

By the time I'm writing this post, my lougong a.k.a. YeeYin is already over at Shanghai, getting used to her new environment, meeting up new people, starting a new life over there, pursuing her dreams in chinese medical.. I will miss her lots..

Lougong, I'm sorry I ditched you on Friday which was your last day over in KL.. The reason I did so was I can't bare to see you leaving me and I'm afraid I'll bawl and cry like a kid.. I tried calling you on Saturday morning, but I couldn't get through.. I was so happy when I receive your msg all the way from Shanghai.. Remember to take care of yourself over there.. It's a new life, meeting up with new people.. With your personality, I'm sure everybody will like you & stop being so shy & try open up to other people k?

By this time next year, you will be in Shanghai & me in Melbourne.. I don't know when we will meet each other again, but every moment of not seeing each other will just make me miss you even more.. You're one of my best girlfriend & will always be.. No matter what happen, just give me a ring or msg & I'll try my best to be there for you.. I wish you luck in your studies & I'm sure you will give your everything to it..

Memories of me & you will always stay inside my heart..

I will keep my promise of having you & ONLY you as my lougong (I mean girl ones) & there will never be other lougong for me.. & I'll be your notty lil but one & only loupo k?

P.s.: Don't poke me with those needles when you come back k^^?

Remember all my love to you.. I love you lots & lots & lots.. Muaacksss.. Kisses for you.. & I'll send my hugs & kisses & care & loves through air to Shanghai to you k???

Please don't forget me k lougong?

The previous post had been removed..

& the reason is... Well, after some sleep, I feel a lil better & when I read the post.. It makes myself hrmm cringe or something inside.. My brain is still numb from all the sleep.. Lols..

But anyhow, one thing remain the same.. She used to be my friend & that's it.. No more.. No more.. Not gonna take anymore of all this bullshits.. She can go do whatever she likes.. & just get as far as she can from my life..

The mid-sem test for micro *done*, marketing *done*.. Major assignments coming up next.. TV Studies *which I planned to use either Charmed or Sex & The City or Desperate Housewife or something else*, Communication Studies *the question is to do question 1 or question 2*, Marketing & Microeconomics *no idea what these 2 unit want for my assignment =P*

I guess my family's financial condition had just worsen.. Brother ain't that happy over in Australia with his own prob *hugs*.. I can't really say much about it but all I know is that I should work hard on whatever I'm doing now & that's all I can do.. This year ain't exactly the best year for my family I guess..

Of Vodka, Music & Party People..

I'm old.. I admit I'm already old..

Just came back from Euphoria a.k.a. MOS.. Went with a bunch of people & saw a bunch of people there.. All pretty faces & hyper-up party people.. Mark ffk us, which is something I'll nag on him when I see him.. He's the one who ask us to go at the first place.. It was frustrating for me at the beginning due to something (but I'm not going to say what, just put it as a fucked-up way of organising stuff) But anyway everything else went pretty well after that lil' sucky organising thing.. Opened up 2 bottles of some Russian Vodka *what the heck is this o_O?* but anyway both the bottles were drained up pretty fast by us and dancefloor was the next venue..

Okay, back to the starting point.. Why would I admit me MYSELF as some old fag? I could no longer party like I used to.. All of them dance like crazy & I found myself dancing to one or two songs then stone on the dancefloor as if I'm drunk or something which I'm not but it's just due to tired & no longer into the dance part then dancing to another song when some songs that I like came along.. The music was superb & the lightning "chun" & the crowd was flowing.. But still.. I think I prefer the chilling-way.. Sitting down, drinking, enjoying the music & people, laughter, drinking games, etc.. You get the idea..

Or maybe I'm just tired? Hrmm.. Maybe.. Anyway some of them got drunk and ... KO!!! Lol.. I know I'm not supposed to laugh or what but the sight is hilarious!!! Anyway drove "Bunny"'s car back to Monash Condo while I waited for him to wake up from his beauty sleep.. I'm feeling awake now.. Unlike last time which means drop-dead-on-bed-the-moment-back-room.. I miss the good old times, but maybe it's just a temporarily effect or I'm just getting on with life, enjoying a different kind of party-ing way like an old fag?? Lol..

Anyway.. REPUBLIC 2moro!!! Here I'm complaining about clubbing & I'm going again 2moro.. Well.. It's Azurous's *hope I spell it right* and Ken's event.. As a friend, well, we must be more supportive.. So I'm being the good friend, going for his big night & everything..

Pics later on.. Gah.. Too lazy now.. Buubyeee..

CCs & Dota??

Currently in FTZ with Andrew & his friends.. Lolz.. Dota dota.. Lose like mad.. I'm noob at it.. Can't help..

Yesterday also dota.. But then dota dekat Gamebox with Loon, Jason & other friends.. Ken, Mario, Cockcroach all later came over to yamcha.. Was "exchanging" some ghost stories.. Anyway against my better decision, I went back to play the new SDO.. Hrmm.. Can no longer play like I used to but it's fun sometime to just go mad at my keyboard, spamming buttons..

Anyway.. Went to Apartment @ The Curve on Sunday night to meet up with Steph.. All we did were chilling, talking, drinking (only me not her ==" I'm such an alcoholic.. Had like a glass of Baileys & red wine)(To Ian: I didn't drink from the bottle k? I drink from the GLASS) Gosh.. Anyway our conversation kinda went off topic but then isn't that a good thing? That means we still have other things to talk about beside one lil boring topic =="

Gosh.. Ian sms-ed me today.. & it did make me mad.. He knows I'm all stressed-up & stuff.. &..

Ian: I will be sitting in my jacuzzi while missing you =)

Me: Is that a way to tell me how chilling & relaxing you're now?

Ian: To think of you is definately relaxing. & knowing you're having class & I'm going to sleep is a bliss =) Don't envy, I'll have my time to be liek you. Anyway miss you.

Me: Lols.. I hate you.. Anyway my class is going to end dy.. No class tomorrow.. Who cares =)

Ian:Exactly! Who cares.. That's the word I wanna hear.

*At this point, I didn't want to reply dy.. He's so far away in Melb & all he wanna do is waste some aussie dollar & sms me for? Feel like flying over to Melb & strangle him! Flying daggers for now =)*

Anyway.. There's nothing specific I really wanna blog about.. Life's still life =) Can't comment on whether my life's good or not, but for now, everything is kinda low-key & chilling & normal? I guess that's a good thing.. For now.. I think I'll try to enjoy the peaceful moments before anything comes up =)

How much drama can a person stands for one day? ALOT wei!

Drama drama drama.. Seriously, I think the reason why the genre melodrama is created is for the purpose of satisfying the consumers' daily dramatic need.. Unfortunately.. Got involved sikit siki juga.. But anyhow.. I'm happy & okay.. I got much more down-to-earth problems that I gotta deal with other than some young girl's acting & not gonna satisfy her by putting her in my center of attraction.. *I guess that what she wants deep down inside.. To be on the limelight*

Handed in some assignment late.. Oh so shit.. Lol.. 2% deduction.. Gosh.. Promise no next time XP But anyhow at least there's a break from assignments for a week or two before the new wave of assignment hits.. My family.. Oh.. Dramatic juga.. Went home yesterday.. Mom spilled me with all her problems or should say "family probs" But she make it sound so worst.. Which later I found out why.. My beloved mom could never stand hunger and isn't good at controlling her own emotional when she's hungry.. Being stuck in the traffic jam for hours with her previous meal like 6-hours away make her hungry.. Traffic jam make her mad.. All negative feelings pouring to her only listener : ME! Anyhow I guess my family financial problem grew worst but how worst it is gonna be then I gonna wait till having a heart2heart talk with my dad before I know..

As for apa yang paling drama.. Fuiyoh!!! For those clubbing kakis, I bet you guys saw some of it.. Anybody went Maison on Thursday, if you're there.. I'm sure you get entertained... ALOT! Lols.. 1st guys fighting, then girls fighting, then back to guys fighting.. How dramatic life can get? Imagine you're there, getting drunk & looking at handsome guys & pretty ladies... Suddenly.. *WHAM* shyiok-nya!!! Anyhow I can't say I got involved or what.. Maybe I did, maybe I didn't.. But I definitely wouldn't stand beside my friend & just look when she kenna slap or something.. I love dramas but not unhappy ones for my friend..

Well, to the best actress in the drama, who manage to stay low, putting on the angelic face *you're complete with a halo, my "dear"* and all the teary eyes, looking oh-so-scared, innocent puppy look.. I'm tired of that.. I don't have a pretty face like yours but at least I show the true side of mine.. There's something about you I don't understand.. You own tons of stuff, pretty friends, pretty face & body, a good boyfriend, tons of "material" stuff, a family who supports you.. What more could you still hope for? You can't be in the center of attention forever.. Stop creating problems and get on with the wonderful life that you always blog about.. If I have such a happy life, I wouldn't go & do stuff that will wreck my own life.. Lemme give you one final piece of advice, I don't blame some stuff on you due to the environment you're still in, but if you continue all this nonsense & bullshits when you're in college or uni, nobody is gonna give a damn for you.. That I'm sure.. In highschool, all this drama keeps the boring life & studies keep going & everybody helps to speculate it.. But not in college or uni.. Better grow up soon & get on with your happy life and stay out from where you aren't supposed to be crossing which makes your own life miserable & other people life too.. You can go ahead and wreck your own life but not others..

Anyhow, if you're unhappy with the post above, there's no need to find me or anything.. I'll be going back to Seri Suria to collect my original SPM cert, so you'll be seeing me there =) Gonna visit my high school teachers & stuffs too.. Wheee~ Just learn how to grow up & you'll see the world in a different way..

Oooo.. & a msg to my darling Kay, you came back from Hong Kong & I'm glad to hear it from you the moment you reach home, telling me that you miss me, spamming me with miss call.. But like I say, I still think you miss me because you miss Hong Kong and I'm the only chiplak Hong Kong mui around.. Sob sob.. Darling ah darling, dun think too much k? Sometimes you just think too much.. I love you =) We had an appointment next week.. Yamcha or Skybar =)