Loneliness.

This past few days had been hell.

Or maybe hell will feel better than this.

I'm feeling utterly lonely, like I'm alone with nobody else with me at all.

Alone in the world.

I can't put it in to words.

Against my better judgement, I decided to drink myself drunk.

I hope I KO-ed & get a good night of sleep.

This feeling is unbearable.

I need you, whoever you are since I don't know who can help me now.